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The past last year especially the past two months I was really depressed. I had thoughts that God hated me. He was punishing me for my sins. Because I wanted to be in a relationship and was using him because of this he was purposely hurting me so I would say bad nasty things to him and sin...

Really. I am losing my faith and patients with God. I pray to him for a nice girlfriend and what does he do he brings me two new woman who are married in my life. One life group after the other. I am losing my patience with the Thursday life group. Not only is it more couples but there was a...

I been around trying different things including Church, life group and yoga. All I run into are woman with boyfriends or husbands, more women with husband's. I was talking to this woman at yoga and it was going good until she mentioned her husband. That ended the conversation. I try to stay...

Please pray for me. I am angry at God for giving me autism. If I did not have autism my life would be different. I would be employed graduate from College, living on my own, slim, married to a beautiful woman with kids. But no he cursed me. Instead I am, obese, have never been in a...

I am starting to develop a fear for face masks. I can wear one even though I sometimes have trouble breathing. The issue I have is that I am having difficulty seeing people wearing them. They can make the kindest or prettiest girl look like a craze serial killer. I have been going out but I...

The first month of lock down was good. I watched exercise videos and watched educational videos. Then my first year anniversary attending my Church I got depressed because I could not attend Easter service in person and I got tired of Zoom. That weekend I "accidentally" found an adult British...

In February after coming home from a Bible study game night I was nearly hit by a car. I was okay and at the time I thanked God for saving my life. Now I wish he would have taken it then. Life was going fine for me I was socializing and going to Church then mid March everything including Church...

I notice something with my struggling Christian life. I will go into a season of prayer, worship and being close to God when I have my Life Group, Church groups, and I go Church. Then I will go into a season of sexual sin when I am lonely which can last about 3 weeks when my Life Group and...

I nearly died when I was a infant. I am wondering if God has a plan for me. I always struggled with my life. I must have gotten High Functioning Autism when I was about 2 years old. I grew up my entire life not knowing why I could not socialize with the other kids. My High School years were...

I suffer from Asperger Syndrome or highly functional autism ASD so it is extremely difficult for me to socialize with people. I do attend a great Chuch and I do know people there even a friend Justin who knows of my ASD as does the Pastor. What gets me is at Church how they are able to...

You know after three worship songs and before the announcements and teaching my Chuch does this thing telling you to greet people you don't know. I suffer from Asperger or highly functional ASD so I don't approach anyone for greetings. I just sit down and cross my arms. Sometimes a guy rarely...

I am talking about when I was a kid or teenager. I was bought up Catholic which I was afraid of the Religion. I use to hear about God and the Bible but Catholic's were mean to too. One old Catholic lady said that if I don't go to Church God would talk away my legs and make me a cripple. Then...

Today I got really frustrated not to repeat my issues just search my post history but getting ready to walk I heard some again non-believer outside swear using the f-word twice. After which I snapped at my Grandmother and made her cry when she said I had to wait to take a walk not to leave my...

I am hanging around true believers and it is easy to socialize with them, talk up conversations etc. However being around non believers including my family is hard as they are not always nice, love to hold grudges and sometimes swear. Around non believers the swearing is much worse which is...

I am questioning my faith at all. Right now I believe in nothing. Reading the Bible won't help as I don't even want to look at it. At tonight's group meeting at the Alpha group a space for believers and non believers everything was good until some not sure Catholic uses the f word in casual...

I have been attending this Church now for nearly a month. Trinity Grace Church Park Slope I love it however crowds do stess me and make me sweat. However they are very helpful. The Pastor openly knows I have Asperger's and is very supportive. Also since attending I have been more outspoken I...

I need prayer to handle my Asperger. I have much trouble with small talk. I am socializing but it is making me tired but I am doing it b I also need prayer for envy again normals who can walk in crowds and not hear every sound super load like I do and are able to talk and maintain a good...

I did it went out yesterday during the monthly Church group dinner gathering. Walking there was fine until I hit a big crowd then I sweated buckets. Then I found the place already sweating and then went upstairs to the event. Crowd of people there again sweating and nervous. People there...

I asked if taking legal prescription medications is okay from an Christian view and everyone including my Pastor says it's fine. Okay not to get into the story of my life but I am getting out more which is difficult on its own. So I attended a Church social outing last night. Most as...

When I get up I want to talk to my Grandmother. Okay so I start to talk and the phone rings annoying as it's my mother calling about my sister where after I know my sister will be home Friday morning. Great so I talk and the cats knock papers down. My Grandmother makes a big deal holds a...