- Apr 12, 2019
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You know after three worship songs and before the announcements and teaching my Chuch does this thing telling you to greet people you don't know.
I suffer from Asperger or highly functional ASD so I don't approach anyone for greetings. I just sit down and cross my arms. Sometimes a guy rarely a woman will greet me buy just saying there name and that's it or ask me questions like your name, how long you been attending TGC then how was your day when I say fine and the conversation is over.
This past Sunday was the worst actually putting me in depression. A guy asked if I wanted prayer I said I was fine. Another guy just shook my hand. What got to me was a guy a few seats up greeted a girl they talked like it was common even after talking the service. Meanwhile I could not even greet the woman sitting behind me.
I went home put on Soma FM Drone Zone which plays depressing Ambient music especially on Sunday where they play those extra long sometimes lasting over a hour tracks.
I did make up for it but going to a Church group gathering where I talked and sat with a couple of woman. If you can call it talking they did most of the talking. I also went to my life group where the leader knows I have Asperger's ASD and we had a good prayer.
I still feel down lonely and depressed even though I have a few people who greet me and the Pastor who I pray with says I am not alone. I might no be alone but it is sure depressed when I just can't talk to people normal
I suffer from Asperger or highly functional ASD so I don't approach anyone for greetings. I just sit down and cross my arms. Sometimes a guy rarely a woman will greet me buy just saying there name and that's it or ask me questions like your name, how long you been attending TGC then how was your day when I say fine and the conversation is over.
This past Sunday was the worst actually putting me in depression. A guy asked if I wanted prayer I said I was fine. Another guy just shook my hand. What got to me was a guy a few seats up greeted a girl they talked like it was common even after talking the service. Meanwhile I could not even greet the woman sitting behind me.
I went home put on Soma FM Drone Zone which plays depressing Ambient music especially on Sunday where they play those extra long sometimes lasting over a hour tracks.
I did make up for it but going to a Church group gathering where I talked and sat with a couple of woman. If you can call it talking they did most of the talking. I also went to my life group where the leader knows I have Asperger's ASD and we had a good prayer.
I still feel down lonely and depressed even though I have a few people who greet me and the Pastor who I pray with says I am not alone. I might no be alone but it is sure depressed when I just can't talk to people normal