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God Has Killed Me
Job 16:9-11 New Living Translation (NLT) 9 God hates me and angrily tears me apart. He snaps his teeth at me and pierces me with his eyes. 10 People jeer and laugh at me. They slap my cheek in contempt. A mob gathers against me. 11 God has handed me over to sinners. He has... -
11/23/2018
I am thankful for the knowledge and opportunity to pass on information about eustachian tube dysfunction and hyperacusis to a coworker who was struggling with it for so long while her doctors misdiagnosed her or told her it was all in her head. She doesn't feel so lost about it now. Right place... -
Give Thanks With A Grateful Heart
New blog to help me cultivate a grateful heart towards God. I will try to find something/anything to be thankful to God for every day.- derpytia
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Probably Worse Than The Prodigal Son
I honestly tried to leave God behind and just accept my fate in Hell. I honestly don't know why I keep coming back. At least the prodigal son didn't curse at his father or hate him. I'm so broken and sick and tired. I know I have habits and behaviors that God says are sins but honestly... -
I Hate God And I Wish He Would Kill Me
I hate God! I hate him so so so much! I hate the way he made me and I hate that he made me at all. How dare He use his power to make a fallible creation! How dare he throw his creation to the wolves! Adam and Eve didn't do anything wrong to deserve the testing they were given. Eve would have... -
Leaving All Of This Behind.
Well here I am, I've come to the point where I don't know if I believe in the things that make person a "bonafide" Christian or even if I believe in God as we present Him in Christianity. It isn't because the devil has gotten me or that I'm willfully sinning. It's because my thoughts and... -
No Happy Endings
Sometimes there are no happy endings in a person's life. If you had asked me 10 years ago if I thought my life would turn out this way, I'd have said no. I miss the girl I was 10 years ago. Went to a meeting with my therapist today. Ended up angry crying over all the things that are hurting me... -
Feeling Hopeless
It seems that lately a lot of people I know, knew, or looked up to are dying around me. Not from "natural causes" but from suicide, illness, or the selfish act of violence. It doesn't end. This isn't some bad season of my life. This isn't some random phenomenon. I too think of death almost... -
My Future Looks So Bleak :(
I look into my future and I see nothing but hardship and misery. My body will age and my health problems will get worse and probably unbearable. I will never marry because I can't be a good wife to someone and I'll never have children because I can't bear the thought of passing on my genetic... -
Things Are Not Working Like They're Supposed To
Doing things as I'm supposed to as commanded by God doesn't make me feel like God is happy with me or like I'm being sanctified. It just makes me feel like fool every time I fail and makes me feel like I have my nose to the grindstone. But when I stop focusing on that stuff and focus on doing... -
An Abusive Mother
I use to tell myself that it wasn't always this way; that I used to love and cherish my mother once upon a time. But now looking back over my life, I realize that my relationship with her was always off. My mom is a narcissist. People hear that word and think it means someone who's full of... -
Hmm...
Sometimes I think people, specifically Christian people, approach anger the wrong way. We simply assume that it is better to not feel it instead of saying, it is human and okay to feel it but to not sit too long in it and to not let it take control of our lives. Even David had anger and... -
So Angry With Satan
I mean, I don't understand why people of God are not more openly angry with Satan. He is the root cause of all evil in the world. Mankind has our role in it but Satan is the root and he does nothing but lie and lie and lie and destroy people's lives because he knows that God will allow him to... -
Not Celibate But Not Planning On Marrying...
I think it's become increasingly obvious to me that I will probably never get married. I don't say this from a completely depressing viewpoint and I'm not going to just intentionally be celibate. If marriage happens then it happens but I highly doubt it will. For one, I am disabled and my... -
Silly Prayers
Lately I've been noticing that God has been occasionally answering smaller, less important petition prayers rather than actual big important prayers. Like today I was waiting for my ride home from work and it was late already and I just offhandedly said, "God please let my ride come soon." My... -
At Odds With God
So I've stepped away from CF and a few other things for the past few days and have noticed that I'm starting to get used to my new normal as far as health. I've still been talking to God on my own and I've been telling Him exactly how I feel without rage and anger. But I feel like I'm at odds... -
Sorrowful Mother's Day
Today was a day of people posting many pictures on FB or other social media of their mothers. But I couldn't help but cry often today. I know my mom wanted more for mother's day but I was unable to give it to her. I feel such pain knowing that I'll never be able to give her what she wants and... -
God Does Nothing.
God does nothing. Sometimes I think that all his work in the Old Testament was for the sake of completing the work Jesus had to do. After that, God took His hands off the wheel and now does nothing. I don't see Him at work in any facet of my life or others. All these people volunteering to... -
I'm The Literal Worst!
It seems that when I'm relatively okay I end up eventually giving in to bad habits and start going down the path away from the Lord. EVERY. TIME. I catch myself now but I can't help to beat myself up over it? Is this my answer? Is this the real answer to why God allowed me to be afflicted... -
Yet Another Distressed And Sad Blog Entry
I am in pain and despair to the core of my soul. I long for heaven and death so much. I wish Jesus would come back soon so I can go to heaven and not suffer anymore. I hate this life. I see nothing but a long string of suffering years set before me and I don't want to live them. I don't want to...