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Hello everyone! I appreciate your continued support on here. I have actually recovered from many problems in my life and this has been a helpful tool. Praise God! However, recently I have been going through a mental version of what I imagine the terrors of hell to feel like, at least in part...

Hello, I am happy to be here and I want to say, God bless to you all. I am sorry to be posting again but I have been trying to follow Jesus rather than mans teachings and grow in the word. I have been having a very hard time with this however. See, I only want to be able to follow the Lord...

Hi, my name is Chance. I have been having a very hard time with God. It wasn’t always like this, but it has been hard for a very long time. In the beginning, I actually had a much more difficult time. I’m all honesty, before I knew God, I was quite a mess. I have had many medical conditions...

Hello. I have been listening to an audio reading of John lately. I have just been wondering about something, something that has been really destroying my faith. God says he desires that everyone be saved. Then, in John, Jesus plainly says that he blinded people and hardened their hearts so that...

Hi, My name is Chance. In the last few days, I’ve written a few posts. The subject of these writings has been much the same. Ive been looking for answers. Why doesn’t God seem to be with me always? Why do I struggle so much? Why Can’t I seem to find God and his promises? Well, this morning I...

Hello, my name is Chance. I’ve written posts like this before, but I have been much too unfair to God in them. Let me explain: I have been having problems with God. I don’t hate God. In fact, I love Him. I long to be close to him. I want him to be my Father. But I haven’t treated him very...

Does God really love me? Or is he just playing with me? You know, I've come to God because he came into my life and healed me. I never asked to be born. I never asked for this God forsaked life. He can just take the whole useless thing back. I tried. I read the Bible to no avail. I feel nothing...

Hello, my name is Chance. I live in a very difficult home. I have mild autism, but I am capable of so much that my family refuses to se. they are extremely sensitive hypochondriacs. Now, I am genuinely trying to grow closer to God, but I feel I have no freedom. I’m 23 and they want to control...

so, recently I’ve been seeking God and I had an experience recently that was amazing. I was looking online when this ant bit my neck and out of response I smacked it. I felt bad but I felt compelled to pray for it. It was nearly dead and could barely move. After I prayed, it started walking and...

Hello, my Name is Chance. I have been a “Christian” or a while. I was originally suffering with Tourette syndrome and many mental illnesses. One day I just felt this white light of unconditional, unimaginable love. I knew it was God and I somehow knew that I had a choice: I could go back to...

Hi everyone. My name’s Chance. I’ve posted here before but for the last few days my faith has taken the biggest nosedive I’ve ever had. My faith went from something beautiful into something foul. I feel hopeless and empty. I was listening to some online preachers on YouTube and it destroyed my...

okay, so, I’m honestly very tired here. I have recently come to a new love for God but my Overprotective parents are really frustrating me. Normally, when people talk about this, they may be talking about not being able to eat candy or watch certain movies or maybe go out at night. That’s not...

Hi everyone. So, I’m having some really hard times trying to figure out the Gospel. Now, In the Bible it says that we are Justifien by faith apart from works of the law. Then it says that the love of the Torah will grow cold. Then it saus in revelations that people who eat pigs flesh will be...

Hello.. So, I’ve recently been reunited with God after backsliding(because of this issue, Exactly)and I would like to hear what people have to say about it. Now, I’ve had OCD in a very severe form(think, going in and out of doors and performing a series of rituals in between, every time)and it...

I am loved. With a love that I can’t even imagine. I gave up totally and let Jesus have everything. He gave me knowledge, understanding, the wisdom of love, a new life that hates sin and abhors the evil one. I no longer feel anything but hate towards satan. I no longer want this world. It’s not...

Hello, my name is Chance. Before I get started, I would just like to say that I’m sorry if this sounds horrible and for the length of it. First of all, I’ve been a “Christian” for a few years now. I have a lot of mental illness and I saw the love of God when I was literally battling for what...

Hi everyone. I really need some help. My name is Chance. I have Autism and OCD and Bipolar disorder and a few other things and I think these things have really warped my view of God. Instead of seeing God as loving, I have been seeing him as terrible. I no longer see God as a loving God. I see...

Hi, I’m sorry to create yet another post on here asking for help(I know I’ve created a lot)but I’m having trouble trusting Jesus with my life. I know I have to and I know it’s required for salvation, believe me. But I still have trouble. See, I started out okay but ever since I started reading...

Hi. I’m going to be honest, I have autism and I have struggled with this for years. See, if someone intimidates me or scares me, I just can’t love them. I can’t control it, it just can’t coexist in my mind. If I really love someone, I can’t fear them. I just can’t. It’s either one or another. I...

so, I have been struggling to tell my parents about the Gospel for a while now and I have been so worried about when I should do it and I have prayed to God. PRAYER ANSWERED- I found this free online ordaination at UCL.com and after mentioning it, everyone is interested in me sharing the Gospel...