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Trying To Be More Optimistic.
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Had a tough day today. Sometimes the evil voice that I hear really takes control. The voice becomes really powerful and I feel really terrible.
I hear a nice voice too that tries to help me. The nice voice says that Jesus loves me and that I am saved by faith. The nice voice says that I...
Well, I've been trying to be more faithful lately. I hear a voice in my head that constantly is calling me to believe in Jesus and his love. I argue with it sometimes but I have been more accepting lately. Sometimes I worry that I am too bad to be forgiven, but the voice says that no one is too...
Well, I've been feeling better today. I'm trying to agree with the nice voice that I hear in my head. The nice voice says if I believe then I will be saved. I really want to be saved so I'm trying my best to believe in God and Jesus. The good voice says all I need to do is believe and repent...
Well, I am having a better day than I had yesterday. I'm still paranoid I will go to hell soon, but I'm not feeling as bad as I was. I get to graduate in about a week from now. I'm happy about that. I worry that God is going to create a copy of me and then he will send the real me to hell. So...
Hi. I had an okay day today. I gave some money to some poor people. It made me feel good, although I probably shouldn't have done it because I don't have much money myself. I worked on some paperwork for school also, and played a video game for a few hours. All in all, this weekend was pretty...
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I've been having an okay day so far today. I gave some change to a poor man and I bought a game for my PC. The good voice in my head says that "God sees the good in us." I hope he is right. I worry that the good voice is lying to me, but what he says is really nice. He says Jesus loves me...
Hi. I had a pretty good day today. I watched Knives Out with my mom in the theater and it was really good. It was both comedic and entertaining with a good mystery. I'm trying to be more optimistic these days. I want to have a merry Christmas with my family. I've been hearing a nice voice in my...
Well, I'm trying to be more optimistic again. The good voice in my head says that I have a choice who I believe in, Jesus, or the devil. I don't trust the good voice, but I do believe God has blessed me. I have a lot of blessings in my life. I have a nice family and I have nice belongings. The...
Well, I want to be more optimistic. I keep thinking I'm going to hell though. I keep thinking that if I get a certain grade in school then I will be instantly put into hell. I really like school, but it has become very hard for me to go to school because I have this belief. I didn't used to care...
Well, I read some of Romans today. I read up until the part where Paul talks about how God is the one who does things for us. He talks about how God made something of Abraham because Abraham let him do it.
In all honestly it just made me feel really depressed. I don't think God wants anything...
Not doing too good. The good voice in my head keeps telling me to do something I don't want to do. I'm afraid of doing what he tells me to. The nasty voice keeps talking about nasty things that will happen to me in the future. I wish I didn't hear these voices in my head all the time. It's just...
Hi. I'm trying to be more faithful. I keep thinking that God hates me even though everyone tells me that God loves me. I'm not sure why I feel that way. I think I get depressed because I hear voices that bother me all the time. I have a hard time putting my faith in God and not in the voices...
Today was better, kind of. I went to church with my mom. The service and music were nice. Afterward I had a short period when I was lying down when the voices stopped bothering me. It was nice to not hear the voices for some time. I really hate the voices. One of the voices is nice, but he...
Well, I had a better day today. I feel like I may have been given a sign from God, and it was a positive sign. I was buying some food from McDonald's for a pair of homeless people, living on the street. The number on the order was 316, and I immediately thought "John 3:16!" This sign made me...
Really feeling bad. I've been hearing voices all day long. I'm tired of the voices really badly. I hate them both. I hear both bad and good, but I hate them both. I'm tired of them constantly telling me what to do. It feels like I have no free will because they are constantly telling me what to...
Hi. Today I worked a lot on school work. I got kind of obsessed with my homework and read it over and over again, kind of unnecessarily. I'm swamped with so much work. I keep making stupid bets in my head too. Last night I made another bet and I'm really angry at myself for doing it.
I keep...
I guess today was better. I worked a lot on my homework. I got some help from my mom.
I argued a lot with the voices today. The nice voice keeps saying the same things over and over, and I keep saying the same things back. I guess it's better to argue with the nice voice than to hear the wicked...
Well, today I had a blowup about my homework. Today my mom asked to give me a hug and I was too angry about my homework to do it. I ended up yelling and being upset.I was really angry because I was having trouble with the reading I had to read for school. My mom helped me, though, and I'm...
Hi. I had an okay day today. I mostly worked on homework for school. I got a lot of work done.
A friend of mine came over and we got veggie burgers from a burger place.
Here is the song I'm listening to now.
For some reason I keep believing in these magical signs that I got. The signs were...
Today was good, I think. I went to church with my mom. It was a nice service. I enjoyed the message the pastor preached and the music that we sang. Also, my baseball team won their game today. I was happy about that.
The nice voice keeps saying that I should believe that Jesus loves me, and...
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