Not doing too good. I am constantly hearing voices in my head. They say all kinds of things. The evil voice laughs at me all day long and calls me "Hitler." He keeps saying I'm "Hitler." The nice voice keeps telling me to accept Jesus. Sometimes I accept Jesus but not all the time. The nice voice says that I must accept Jesus inside my head all the time. I don't think it is true though. I don't think Jesus will love me no matter how many times I accept him inside my head. I think I am a truly terrible person and I am too guilty to be forgiven.
I was worried that I would die from the Coronavirus, but now I'm worried about asteroids. A forum member on here had a dream about an asteroid hitting the Pacific ocean. I live right near by the Pacific ocean so I am worried a lot about it.
Everyone I know isn't worried, but I am truly afraid. I feel like it is my lack of faith that caused an asteroid to hit the Pacific ocean. If only I had accepted him earlier. The nice voice in my head keeps telling me to accept Jesus. Sometimes I do it, but other times I argue with the nice voice. I keep telling the nice voice that Jesus hates me because if he loved me he wouldn't allow me to hear this nasty voice in my head.
I'm really terrified these days. I feel like I will die soon and then I will be in hell. I feel really foolish for thinking that I would go to hell based on my grades in school. For some reason I really believed it at the time, but now it seems really foolish to me. I feel bad all the time. I really wish I didn't hear this nasty voice. It has been telling me I'm going to hell even when I was a little kid. It would tell me about the bad things I would do in the future, except in riddles, so I wouldn't know what they were until I had already done them.
Anyway, I really feel hopeless. I know I've been predicting I would go to hell for years and I've been wrong so far, but this time I really feel like it is true.
Thanks,
SnowTiger
I was worried that I would die from the Coronavirus, but now I'm worried about asteroids. A forum member on here had a dream about an asteroid hitting the Pacific ocean. I live right near by the Pacific ocean so I am worried a lot about it.
Everyone I know isn't worried, but I am truly afraid. I feel like it is my lack of faith that caused an asteroid to hit the Pacific ocean. If only I had accepted him earlier. The nice voice in my head keeps telling me to accept Jesus. Sometimes I do it, but other times I argue with the nice voice. I keep telling the nice voice that Jesus hates me because if he loved me he wouldn't allow me to hear this nasty voice in my head.
I'm really terrified these days. I feel like I will die soon and then I will be in hell. I feel really foolish for thinking that I would go to hell based on my grades in school. For some reason I really believed it at the time, but now it seems really foolish to me. I feel bad all the time. I really wish I didn't hear this nasty voice. It has been telling me I'm going to hell even when I was a little kid. It would tell me about the bad things I would do in the future, except in riddles, so I wouldn't know what they were until I had already done them.
Anyway, I really feel hopeless. I know I've been predicting I would go to hell for years and I've been wrong so far, but this time I really feel like it is true.
Thanks,
SnowTiger
