Not doing too good right now. The voices are really getting to me. I think if I was saved then I would know I was saved, or I wouldn't hear voices or something. The voice in my head keeps saying terrible things and laughs at me. Everyone says that the devil will flee if you are from the Lord. The devil doesn't seem very afraid of me. I don't think I am from the Lord.
I don't have too much to write today. I don't think things are going to end well. I hear the devil inside my head all the time. Maybe I'm not the only one though. There are lots of people who hear voices of some kind. I'm not sure if they are all from the devil. I hear some good voices sometimes too, but I have a hard time trusting them. The medication sometimes helps too, but sometimes the medication doesn't seem to matter. I took my medication at the usual time tonight, but the evil voice is really getting to me. I need to find a way to ignore it, so I'm listening to music, which helps a lot. Sometimes I think about getting a better phone so I can listen to music all the time. I'm not sure if that is the best solution though. You can't just go around everywhere listening to music all of the time.
I really wish these voices would leave me alone. Maybe I need to try reading more scripture and quote it to them I guess. That is what people have told me to do. I don't think it will work, but it is something to try.
Anyway, that is all I can write. Please pray that things will get better. I really hate having Schizophrenia. Hopefully things will get better over time.
I don't have too much to write today. I don't think things are going to end well. I hear the devil inside my head all the time. Maybe I'm not the only one though. There are lots of people who hear voices of some kind. I'm not sure if they are all from the devil. I hear some good voices sometimes too, but I have a hard time trusting them. The medication sometimes helps too, but sometimes the medication doesn't seem to matter. I took my medication at the usual time tonight, but the evil voice is really getting to me. I need to find a way to ignore it, so I'm listening to music, which helps a lot. Sometimes I think about getting a better phone so I can listen to music all the time. I'm not sure if that is the best solution though. You can't just go around everywhere listening to music all of the time.
I really wish these voices would leave me alone. Maybe I need to try reading more scripture and quote it to them I guess. That is what people have told me to do. I don't think it will work, but it is something to try.
Anyway, that is all I can write. Please pray that things will get better. I really hate having Schizophrenia. Hopefully things will get better over time.
