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Trying To Be More Optimistic.

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Well, today was okay. I watched the baseball game and got some groceries. My team won the game, so I was happy. I had a few scares with the voices. I made some bets in my head on accident. The nice voice keeps saying, "It's not your fault. These bets are from Satan." The nice voice keeps telling...
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Well, today went okay. I was really worried that something bad would happen, but everything turned out fine. I went to the dentist and found out that my gums need some sort of special cleaning. They want to charge me $1400 for the cleaning because my insurance doesn't cover it. I'm not sure if I...
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Well, I'm feeling better today a bit. I had a scare. Something wrong happened to my eye, but I put some eye drops in it and it felt better. It made me feel like I take everything for granted. The good voice in my head told me "Accept Jesus." And I said to it "I accept Jesus" because I was happy...
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Today was pretty rough. I got it somehow into my head that something bad is going to happen to me at the dentist, so I got voices in my head that told me "You better change your appointment time or else something bad might happen." So all day long I sat around the house trying to figure out what...
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Well, today was better. I read a lot from Acts in The Bible. I read about so many different things. Most of it was about Paul's ministry. I read about how Paul was saved from Jail one time (at least I think that is what it was about). I want to believe that God loves me. It's hard because of...
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Well, the voices were wrong again. I went to the dentist and everything was okay. I played a lot of Overwatch today too. I really enjoy it. I was going to read from The Bible, but I forgot to. Maybe I will do that after I write in this blog entry. The evil voice told me that I would lose my cat...
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Not doing too good. I don't have much to say. I have so many blessings, but I take them all for granted. I read some of Acts in The Bible today. I read about saint Stephen and the miraculous healing of Beautiful. I read about how God saved the apostles from jail. The voices told me some...
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Well, today was pretty good. I played a lot of Overwatch and had a lot of fun. I also read from Romans and Colossians in The Bible. I'm not very good at reading The Bible. The language can be difficult to understand. Tomorrow I'm going to the dentist, which I'm not looking forward to. I really...
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Today was okay, I guess. Earlier in the day I was hearing the evil voice. The evil voice kept calling me "worthless" and other names. My parents told me that I'm going to hear more voices because I'm currently on break from school. They say I need structure to help stop the voices. I decided to...
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Today was pretty good. I'm happy that I have a couple weeks break between this last semester and the coming semester. I watched some movies on TV today. I watched some of Enter the Dragon with Bruce Lee. My best friend came over and we played Secret of Mana on the PS4. It was fun. We powered up...
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Well, everything turned out okay. I did really well in my classes. I'm pretty happy with how I did. I guess I was wrong about going to hell (again). Someday I hope I won't feel that way no matter what grades I get. I keep thinking if I get a C it's all over. Hopefully that's not the case though...
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Well, things went pretty well today. Everyone seemed to like our game, even though it was a bit glitchy. Now I'm waiting for my grade. I'm a little afraid that my professor will give me a lower grade because I bugged him a little bit about when he was going to grade me. I'm not going to bug him...
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Things went okay today I guess. I'm getting ready for the last day of school. Tomorrow is the last day of school. We get to show off the game we made this semester. Our game is pretty cool. It's very short, though. I can beat it in just a few minutes. If we had more time it would be longer, I...
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Thing weren't too bad today. I got some work done on my game, but I'm not sure it will make it into the final product. I was having trouble making it so that the health bar persists across levels, but I eventually figure it out. I keep worrying, I guess. Hopefully things will be okay. Don't...
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Well, today was okay I guess. I'm feeling better. Things went well at school. I didn't think they would, but they did. Friday we get to show off the game we've been making. It took us a semester to make the game that we have so far. I did most of the scripting necessary to make it. I feel good...
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Hi. Well, I didn't quit school. Today was the last day to quit and I decided I wanted to stay in the program. I have really been enjoying learning how to make games. The first three semesters we made games using Game Maker Studio 2. This last semester we have been making a game using Unity. I...
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Today went okay, I guess. I got work done on the game I'm making. I talked to the professor and he said that it was okay that I got in touch with him through my other professor. So, no harm done I guess. Tomorrow is the last day for me to quit college. I probably won't quit. I know I'm going to...
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I really had a bad day today (sort of). I was worried about my grade in a class so I had another professor talk to that specific professor. I got a very positive and helpful message from the professor of that class as a result. However, I'm worried that I will do worse in that class now that I...
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Trying to be optimistic again. Today was okay, I guess. I worked on the video game I'm making quite a bit. I recorded the dialogue for the game with my classmates. I played the role of the main character, so I had a very important part. I hope it went well. The voices in my head keep telling...
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I went to church today, for the first time in maybe over a year. It was really nice. I will probably go back, if I have the chance. Everyone was warm and inviting. I kept hearing the voices all throughout the service though, which made me feel bad. The devil voice kept telling me to do terrible...

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