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Trying To Be More Optimistic.

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August 11th
SnowTiger
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I got a lot of work done today on the game I'm making. I still feel really bad though. I keep thinking I have to worship the church 244 times or else I will get a C. Somehow I got this thought in my head and I can't get it out. I really feel like I will instantly go to hell if I get a C. I feel...
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August 10th
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Having another bad day. I guess I got some work done at school. Now I'm having problems getting work done at home. The voices keep telling me to go to a certain church and bow down before it 244 times. I really don't want to, but they keep insisting. They make it seem like everything in my life...
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August 9th
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Had a pretty bad day today. I was doing okay. I did good in my first class. Then during the break between classes I had some very negative thoughts about God. I believe I was punished for these thoughts. I got it into my head that I have to bow down for 244 seconds before a church or else I...
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August 8th
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Well, my class was cancelled for today, so I went to class and no one was there, so I went home. Other than that, all day long I heard this ugly voice in my head. The ugly voice is constantly tormenting me, telling me to do terrible things and saying that terrible things will happen. I really...
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August 7th
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Well, I went to class today and that went well, sort of. I got some work done. My professor helped me with the dialogue for the game I'm making. After school I've been working on the script for my game. Faith-wise I've been feeling together. I gave a lot to the poor today, which may have been a...
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August 6th.
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Hi. Today was going okay. I went to classes from 9 am to 4:30 pm. I'm working on a revision of my paper for my game stories class. I'm trying to create a video game level for my 3D modeling and animation class. It is coming along nicely. But, I ran into some trouble at the supermarket. I got...

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