Chapter 4
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Gideon and the steward were inspecting the vineyard, and the grapes were luscious, ripe, and abundant—yet Thomas lingered in the pasture with Mary and Sahara lounged with his friends under the olive grove, rolling dice on a plank of cedar wood.
“Today we harvest, my faithful steward. The grapes are heavy with promise”, Gideon said, wiping sweat from his brow with a sleeve already darkened by grape juice. “Go inform my sons to come and help with the harvesting.”
“But Master Gideon, I’m afraid the boys are already gone”, the steward murmured.
“What do you mean?”
“If my guesses are correct, Sahara’s likely lounging under the olive grove again and Thomas is in the pasture with that girl, showing her the sheep.”
Gideon sighed. “I’m grateful for you, Steward, and for the servants, for I am getting older and weak to do it myself. But if my sons don’t help, then we’ll lose everything—and what will Sahara inherit if the vineyard fails?”
“Do you want me to go find them?”
“Oh, no, steward. You and the servants get started—I’ll find them myself.”
The steward nodded, and he and the servants began harvesting the grapes. Gideon walked through the vineyard, his sandals kicking up dust as he searched for his sons. In the distance, he saw Sahara lounging beneath the olive tree with his friends, tossing dice and laughing loudly. Gideon sighed, shaking his head, then turned toward the sheepfold.
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Thomas and Mary sat on the soft green pasture with the sheep and lambs grazing peacefully around them. Mary laughed as the little lambs frolicked and skipped in the sunshine. She gently stroked the head of a lamb that had settled beside her, marveling at the softness of its wool.
“What did I tell you, Mary? The lambs are playful”, Thomas murmured, as one particularly adventurous lamb butted its woolly head against Mary’s knee before scampering off. Mary giggled—a sound like water trickling over stones—and wiped her hands on her tunic, the lanolin from the lamb’s fleece leaving her palms shiny.
Just then, Gideon approached from between the vines, his shadow stretching long across the pasture as midday sun haloed his graying hair. Thomas stiffened—his father rarely came to the sheepfold himself—but Mary didn’t notice, too absorbed in the way the smallest lamb kept nudging her elbow with its damp nose.
"I see you've found our best lambs," he said, his voice carrying the weight of a man who measured words like grain—careful, never wasted.
"Father, Mary's never seen sheep up close before," Thomas said, his fingers pausing where they'd been combing burrs from a ewe's fleece.
Gideon studied Mary—her sunburnt cheeks, the way her fingers trembled slightly against the lamb's wool—before crouching to pluck a sprig of wild oregano crushed underfoot. He rolled the fragrant leaves between his fingers. "You've a gentle touch with them," he observed, watching the lamb press its forehead into Mary's palm.
“Thomas said I could have a lamb of my own someday,” Mary said suddenly, her fingers stilling in the lamb’s wool as she glanced up at Gideon—her eyes flickering between hope and wariness.
Gideon smiled—a rare, slow unfurling like sun-warmed parchment—as he watched Mary’s fingers knead the lamb’s wool with unconscious rhythm. “Did he now?” he murmured, plucking a burr from the ewe’s flank and flicking it into the wind. “Thomas always did have an eye for the ones needing extra care.”
Jacov cleared his throat, shifting his stance so his staff cast a thin shadow over the lamb’s crooked ear. "Master Gideon, the flock’s grown since last season—thirty more lambs at least. Strong ones, too." His fingers flicked toward the far pasture where the new ewes grazed, their coats still thick from winter.
“Nice! Well, Thomas, I need your help with the vineyard. It’s harvest day today!”
“Oh, Father, do I have to?”, Thomas groaned, his fingers lingering in the lamb’s fleece as Mary’s hopeful expression dimmed.
Gideon sighed, rubbing a grape-stained thumb along his palm—the callouses there thick from years of pruning. “The harvest won’t wait, son. The steward and the servants are already getting a head start. But if you don’t help, we’ll lose half the harvest before sunset.”
“I’m staying here with Mary and the sheep!”
“Say that again?”
“The vineyard is all I ever do, Father! And Sahara just lounges with his friends, bragging about inheritance like a Roman counting coins! Well, he can have the vineyard, and I’ll take the sheep!”
Gideon’s hand twitched—not quite reaching for his belt, but close—as a vein pulsed near his temple. A cicada shrilled in the sudden silence, its buzz sawing through the air between them. Mary shrank back, her fingers tightening in the lamb’s wool until it bleated. Gideon sighed and walked away without another word, his sandals kicking up small puffs of dust that settled on the grapevines like a thin layer of ash. Thomas watched his father's retreating back—the slump of shoulders that had once carried him piggyback through these same vines—and felt something harden in his chest, like sap turning to amber.
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Under the olive tree, Sahara and his friends, as they rolled the dice on the worn wooden board—each clatter sounding like distant hail—didn't notice Gideon’s approach until his shadow fell across their game.
“Father?” Sahara asked, his dice frozen mid-toss as Gideon’s shadow swallowed the gaming board.
“Sahara, it’s harvest day”, Gideon said, his voice low—not angry, but heavy like the olive press beams after the season’s first pressing.
“Oh, Father, I didn’t know.”
“Sahara, I need your help with the vineyard.”
“I’ll come right away, Father.”
“See that you do or we’ll lose half the harvest,” Gideon murmured, flicking grape pulp from his fingers.
“You’re not going?”, one of Sahara’s friends asked, nudging the abandoned dice with his sandal.
“My father gets excited sometimes, but the job always get done whether I go or not,” Sahara said, plucking another grape from the cluster and rolling it between his fingers before crushing it against the olive tree’s trunk.
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Gideon returned to where the steward and servants were already harvesting, their curved knives flashing in the sunlight as they worked through the vines. The steward glanced up at Gideon’s approach, his forehead glistening with sweat, and shook his head slightly—a silent question about the absent sons. Gideon sighed and rolled up his sleeves, the muscles in his forearms tightening as he reached for a cluster of grapes heavy with juice.
"We'll manage without them," he said quietly, snapping a grape from its stem with more force than necessary—the juice trickling down his wrist like a thin purple vein.
“I honestly don’t know what has happened, Master Gideon”, the steward said, wiping grape juice from his hands onto his tunic as he glanced toward the empty path where neither son had appeared. “Sahara and Thomas were good boys, even inseparable—but now, Sahara lounges while Thomas frolicks with sheep and an orphan.”
Gideon’s fingers tightened around a cluster of grapes, their skins splitting under the pressure—the juice running down his wrist like spilled wine. “They’ll learn,” he murmured, though his voice lacked conviction. A bee, drawn by the sweetness, landed on his stained sleeve before buzzing away toward the hives.
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Thomas looked over from the pasture, watching his father bend among the vines—shoulders slumped beneath the sun’s weight—while the steward and servants worked double-time to compensate. Dust clung to Gideon’s sandals as he moved between rows, his fingers lingering on unharvested clusters like a man counting losses.
“Mary, have you ever pick grapes?” Thomas suddenly asked, watching his father disappear between the vines—the old man’s silhouette bent like a hook under the sun’s weight.
“No”, Mary asked, her fingers still buried in the lamb’s wool, her brow furrowing slightly.
“Well, how about you come with me and help Father, the steward, and the servants pick grapes?”, Thomas asked, watching Mary’s fingers twitch against the lamb’s wool—her hesitation mirroring his own reluctance.
Mary frowned, her fingers pausing mid-stroke against the lamb’s flank. “But won’t Sahara be there?” The lamb nuzzled her wrist, its wet nose leaving a cool spot on her sun-warmed skin.
“Sahara could probably care less. Come on.”
Mary gently placed the lamb back onto the grass, her fingers lingering as the creature scampered off to join the flock. She wiped her palms on her tunic—streaked now with dirt and lanolin—and stood, the hesitation in her stance mirroring Thomas’s own conflicted posture. Dust motes swirled between them as Thomas reached for her hand, his callouses rough against her smaller fingers, yet his grip was careful—the way one might hold a bird’s egg plucked from a precarious nest.
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Gideon sighed as he worked his fingers under the grapevine's twisted cordon, lifting a heavy cluster with his palm—the fruit's weight pressing into his skin like a silent rebuke. The steward hesitated nearby, his pruning knife hovering over a tangled shoot before murmuring, "We could send for Mistress Helene. She always—"
Just then, Thomas and Mary approached the vineyard, their footsteps muffled by the thick dust of the path. “Father, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that,” Thomas murmured, his fingers twisting nervously around a scrap of wool still clinging to his tunic.
“Well, then, Thomas, I’m glad you came,” Gideon said, pressing his grape-stained fingers into the boy’s shoulder—not squeezing, just holding—as if testing whether the bones beneath were still soft enough to bend.
“Do you still need help, Father?”
“Yes, of course I do. And I see you brought help,” Gideon said, nodding toward Mary, who hovered a step behind Thomas—her fingers twisting the hem of her tunic into knots. A grape leaf drifted between them, landing in the dust near her bare feet.
Thomas nudged her gently—his elbow brushing her shoulder like a sparrow alighting—and her hesitant nod sent Gideon’s smile deepening into the creases of his sun-weathered face.
The steward handed Mary a small willow basket, its weave loose enough for grape juice to seep through. “Here, child—gather the fallen fruit,” he murmured, guiding her fingers to grip the handle properly. Mary’s palms, still rough from scavenging, tightened around the smooth wood as if it might dissolve like morning mist.
The work on the harvest began—slowly at first, with Thomas awkwardly adjusting his grip on the pruning knife until Gideon corrected his hold with a murmured word. Mary darted between vines, her small basket already brimming with fallen grapes that had split open in the heat, their juice staining her fingertips purple.
The harvest work lasted until sundown—Thomas's knife strokes growing steadier with each cluster cut, Mary's basket dipping lower with each trip to the press where grapes split underfoot in sticky bursts. At one point, Gideon paused mid-row, watching Thomas adjust Mary's grip on a cluster too high for her reach—his fingers guiding hers to twist rather than tear, their shadows braiding together in the slanting light.
“I guess your brother never came to help”, Mary whispered to Thomas as she deposited another basket of grapes at the press.
"He actually said he would, but he never came", Gideon said softly. “I don’t know what I’m going to do with him.”
They approached the main house as dusk settled—Gideon’s shoulders sagging deeper with each step, his sandals scuffing grooves in the dust. Through the open courtyard gate, the scent of charred bread and simmering lentils curled into the twilight, undercut by the sharp tang of spilled wine.
“Sahara, where you’ve been?”, Thomas asked, watching his brother lounging at the courtyard table—his fingers sticky with honeyed dates, his sandals still dusty from the olive grove.
“Just hanging around with my friends,” Sahara muttered, flicking a grape pit toward the courtyard wall where it pinged off the stones.
“You’ve told Father you would come and help work the vineyard, but you never came!”
“You know how excited Father gets about harvest, but the job always gets done whether I help or not,” Sahara said, flicking another grape pit toward the courtyard wall—this one bouncing off Thomas’s sandal with a dull *tock*. The scent of cooling lentils wafted between them, mingling with the sour tang of fermenting grape must clinging to Thomas’s tunic.
Mary flinched as Sahara’s gaze slid over her like a blade being tested for sharpness. “Still playing nursemaid to strays?” he murmured, plucking a date from the bowl and rolling it between his fingers until the honey oozed over his knuckles. “Careful, brother. Even lambs grow teeth.”
Thomas stepped between them, his shadow swallowing Mary’s smaller frame. “She gathered more grapes today than you ever have.”
“If you prefer sheep to grapes, why don’t you sleep in the pasture tonight?”
“But it will be cold tonight, Sahara! Why would you even say that?”
“Boys, please,” Helene interjected, emerging from the house with a clay pitcher that trembled slightly in her hands. “Haven’t your father and I taught you better than to quarrel like jackals over carrion?”
“Yes, Mother”, Sahara said, “but I don’t see why Thomas keeps favoring a peasant girl over his own brother.”
“You know that’s not true, Sahara. You and Thomas used to be inseparable. Why can’t you at least treat each other with kindness, and this girl like a sister?”
“And I’ve been doing so, Mother”, Thomas said, his voice quieter than Sahara’s—not weak, but deliberate—as he brushed grape pulp from his tunic sleeve.
Mary's fingers tightened around Thomas's sleeve—her grip hesitant but insistent—as Sahara's laughter curled through the courtyard like smoke from a dying fire. The honeyed dates on the table gleamed in the lamplight, their sticky surfaces catching the glow like small amber warnings.
Thomas picked up a honeyed fig from the bowl, turning it slowly between his fingers before pressing it into Mary's palm. “Here, eat,” he murmured—a quiet defiance against Sahara’s sneer. The fruit’s stickiness clung to Mary’s skin like a second set of fingerprints, its sweetness sharp against the bitterness still hanging in the air.
Mary pressed the honeyed fig to her lips, its sweetness clashing with the salt of Sahara’s scorn still sharp in the air. The courtyard’s lone lamp flickered as a night breeze stirred, casting shadows that stretched Thomas’s silhouette taller—almost shielding—while Sahara lounged back, his fingers drumming the table like a judge awaiting confession.
The steward observed Thomas handing Mary a honeyed fig—his fingers lingering just long enough to ensure her grip before withdrawing—and noted how her posture softened as she nibbled its sweetness, her wary eyes darting to Sahara only once before settling again. Gideon sighed, pressing his thumbs into the hollows of his temples where the day’s heat had settled like a stubborn fog, while Helene’s fingers tightened around the pitcher’s neck, its clay surface still warm from the hearth.
Later that night, as the last embers of the hearth dimmed to ash, Mary traced the grape stains on her fingertips—purple half-moons like fading bruises. Thomas sat beside her on the courtyard's edge, his knees drawn up as he picked at the frayed hem of his tunic where Sahara's disdain had snagged it earlier.
“Thomas, why doesn’t your brother like me?” Mary whispered, her fingers hovering over the grape stains on her knees.
“I think he’s just forgotten how to be kind,” Thomas murmured, plucking a fig leaf and shredding it between his fingers. “Our tutor, Rabbi Samuel, used to say anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.”
A nightingale called from the olive grove—two sharp notes followed by a liquid warble—as Mary studied the grape stains on her knees, darker where the juice had dried in the creases of her tunic. Thomas noticed it was getting late, and Mary was getting sleepy, her eyelids fluttering like moth wings against lamplight.
“Come on,” Thomas murmured, nudging Mary’s shoulder with his own as he stood—his shadow stretching long across the courtyard’s worn stones. “Let’s get you settled before the dew sets in.”
Mary nodded, and Thomas led her to her room where Drusilla was patiently waiting with an oil lamp and a fresh linen tunic folded neatly beside her. The woman’s hands hovered near Mary's shoulders as if unsure whether to embrace or simply guide her to the pallet. Thomas lingered in the doorway, watching Mary’s fingers trace the hem of the new tunic—its fibers rough but clean, smelling faintly of thyme and sunlight. Thomas stepped in and adjusted the blanket over Mary's shoulders, his fingers lingering just long enough to smooth a wrinkle near her collarbone before withdrawing.
Thomas went out into the hall, his sandals whispering against the stone floor as the night’s chill crept through the cracks in the walls. Then he went to his own room, where the scent of cedar from his childhood bed still lingered faintly beneath newer layers of sheep’s wool and vineyard dust. He sat on the edge of the pallet, staring at the darkened window—the moonlight casting faint silver streaks across the uneven surface. He laid on his back, fingers interlaced behind his head, and listened to the distant bleating of the sheep—the sound carrying clearly in the still night air.