What I am wondering is in some of my moments of doubt I freak out but sometimes I just stay in my doubt because I disbelieve does that mean I am not saved and when I do freak it is ONLY because of the fear of hell. This is not OCD.
Freaking out is a FEELING. Has your decision overall about Christ changed when you freak out?
Tons of people are afraid of cats because they don't want to get scratched or bitten. Few people without OCD, however, sit in immense terror of being attacked by a twenty-year old obese cat that's locked in its carrier on the other side of the house. Yes, Hell is something to be aware of, and people who DON'T trust Jesus would certainly have good reason to be afraid, but I don't think anyone without OCD who desires Christ as their Savior and has asked him to be so worry as much as you do! Your fears are not unique, but they are still, I PROMISE, irrational!
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