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My name is natashia and I used to love my name, but one day I found out the meaning of it and it meant something dealing with jesus. I know this makes me look evil but I would like for others to envy me in some way or just feel special but I realized my whole life nothing grew. I feel...

Why do I keep hearing my dad's voice in my head when I am half way sleep? It keeps happening. Or sometimes I just keep getting so many dreams about him. You see, I don't trust my dad. A long time ago my intuition was telling me that something about my dad wasnt right. I can't really put my...

My dad was around someone he later found out has corona and he's been coughing and now the whole family has been feeling a bit ill. I'm so angry at my dad because he's always been a very unhygenic person and has a hard time taking care himself. I'm only 29 and I feel that my life has been taken...

I heard of you're not born again you will not see the kingdom of God. Well I get very bad feelings about Jesus a lot. I was never scared to accept Jesus but I remember once feeling some form of anger towards him which is not right. I'm afraid I was never a true christian and I am so confused. A...

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I deleted it all. I'm suffering and don't know what to do now. I'm made to feel that maybe its too late for me now but i don't know.

I said to myself a long time ago as a child that I was never going to love anyone ever again. My very first crush was very cruel to me and made fun of me with his friends, humiliated me, and used me for my artwork during certain projects. I said to myself at that age that I was never going to...

Let's call my friend "Beverly" and my cousin "Patrice". A long time ago before I started trying to live right by GOD I used to be a gossiper and sometimes I still commit this sin but I try not to do so. Well a long time ago I told my friend Beverly what my cousin Patrice said about Beverly...

My dad is controlling and always has to be right on everything. He also has a hoarding problem. I've been cleaning the house and it's like all my efforts have been going down the drain. The other day i cleaned the hall closet out and the next day he had brought all of that junk right back into...

Sometimes when I have dreams or sleep paralysis there's this entity I've never seen him but he sounds like my dad. Once this entity was sexually molesting me and kissing on me (DISGUSTING!!!!) I felt his disgusting beard and heard dogs around him when i was having sleep paralysis. Now tonight or...

Hi all. I really would like to know how I could feel good enough and valuable enough in my own skin. The thing is, I just don't think I'm enough. I'm never good enough and there's always more that I could have done. I am a perfectionist but I feel like it's in my nature to be this way, like it's...

I once said about the holy spirit (at the time I didn't even know what that was) "how do we know that's not something that will send you to hell?" I stupidly said this at the time I didn't even know what the holy spirit was our what blasphemy was. Then i found out the only unforgivable sin is...

I have been praying for God to take these dreams away from me. It's always dreams dealing with hollywood and musicians and I'm tired of it. The dreams are of wicked worldly celebrities. I want my normal dreams back. I'm tired of these dreams. What must i do to stop them? I've been through so...

I just a had a bad dream of the devil trying to claim that he was my spiritual father and i rebuke it in the name of the Lord. In the dream he was trying to claim that he was Jesus. I Ann afraid my heavenly father gave me over to (you know who) because i worried i blasphemed the Lord. I am so so...

I'll read a scripture and my imagination will twist what I'm reading and sometimes my mind connects dots and then tries to make me feel like i found out something other people don't know. It will scare me for a moment but then i have to constantly tell myself that the thoughts or imagination is...

I had went through spiritual warfare back in 2016 and 2017. I had first turned to Jesus. I felt the holy spirit and i was reading the bible full of joy, then suddenly after that this huge wave of confusion had came over me and i did not understand why. I ended up losing my mind and i started...

I prayed for Jesus to enter my heart one night and I accepted Him as my Lord and Savior. Later that night when I feel asleep this bright light came down to me and overcame me and I felt actual heat and it got so hot to the point that it felt like it was burning me up. It scared me and then I...

There are many people in my life who treat my family with disrespect and look down on us and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being people's flunky. I'm tired of being people's rug to walk all over with their muddy feet, rubbing their filth all over me. I'm tired of being seen as a joke. My oldest...

They say you should fear NO MAN BUT GOD! I'm afraid that by worrying about the mark of the beast, that means that I am fearing man. I heard someone say that 616 is the mark and the scary part is that one day at exactly 6:16 am I felt an electric shock go through my left hand/arm. Last year...

I had rejected jesus earlier this summer saying "what i need jesus for?" And then a little later on the solar eclipse happened. Someone told me christianity is based off of the sun. The eclipse happened aug. 21, my birthday is aug 23. Then i started putting two and two together where it said...