Far-side-of-the-moon's Blog

My mom has been telling me about this since my teens but it didn't hit me till my coworker and I were talking and she said this time in my life..should be used for investing. Then what really pushed me over the edge was my friend who said the company she's with said that they'll help her be a...

I'm leaving work...and I'm reflecting on my day. Or more like my coworker..,she has everything so together. She's such an efficient worker, a perfect mom, its crazy to see someone that has no real flaws. Man..my coworker is perfect its like she's a jack of all trades. She worked on call as an...

I hopped off the scale and am now 150. I'm 5'3/5'4.... My friend said I didn't look bad, I don't have "wings" and my face isn't chubby... Luckily most of the fat has gone to the trunk lol but my mid section is a bit thick too :/ but not too bad but I want to stop it before it becomes a...

Well aside from making an A on my final...a 95 actually.. Something else good and unexpected happened today as well...while I was at the coinstar, putting my coins in, a guy randomly flicks a dollar in and walks off.. I was like wow....weird..but ill take it lol. I feel like maybe my luck is...

...I'm so used to thinking the worst ...that I'm surprised when something good happens. Today I made a friend at work... Who wants to hang out with me. And that guy, he texted me back and we might meet up tommorow..I am beyond nervous...but I'm ready.. Another reason why I'm nervous is that...

I really think I've been stood up by my ..."date" I guess... Were set for Friday but he mad up this lame exscuse ... I ran it by my friends and they say its probably an excuse too, my friend has been stood up before so I trust his judgement.. The reason why it hurts so bad is because I don't...

As I passed by my bathroom mirror, I noticed my mid section getting thicker LOL... And I remember it was only 2 years ago that I could eat whatever I want,whenever I want and not gain a pound lol... Now i don't know how to go about losing weight and keeping it off, yeah I can loose weight...

When I tell you this is crazy..,this is crazy..with a capital C. This has happened to me only once in my life,,and it didn't even happen to me but my mom. It was when we were at the store..my mom really needed some money... And there was nothing in the change holder..I saw there was nothing...

I think I'm going to take a long break from CF. Its not anything anyone has said or done... After looking back on my threads they've just been really negative and I'm sorry anyone should have to. Read that... I've also decided not to go out with the guy... I feel I got what i wanted, I got a...

Another guy I was talking to online wantavto meet this weekend... I'm so nervous bc I feel like I'm what he doesn't want and one weekend of hanging out..he won't want to be with me anymore. He has a degree and everything... I keep feeling like I'm not smart enough or ill say something...

I'm so mad and angry, I've been planning my road test since 2016. Yes that long! But something has always gotten in the way, last year we had a broken down car that wasn't safe, or I didn't have enough money ...but mainly inconveince.. Like today my mom worked the night shift..so she was...

Well, the guy I liked online isn't texting back... I'm just a bit down. I feel deep down it wouldn't work because we are on 2 different wave lengths... And probably 2 different people, but it still would have been nice to meet him. But after this, no more dating not even online dating..until...

I ended up meeting someone I like but I have to let him go. He's nice,sweet, decent, chill, has a degree,drives, works, is smart. He likes me but... I know deep down I won't be able to keep up with him. I feel like its always like this... I always meet great guys, whether it's online, in...

I just got finished talking with a friend ,for 2 hours, helping him with relationship issues and I can see the strains its taking on him...I can honestly say I'd rather be single till I'm a better person and what the other expects of me. I put my own self through the ringer enough as it is(...

I haven't even started and I'm already recoiling but that's because I know what I need to work on. After talking to some guys , they value a girl that is intelligence, so I have to brush up on that, and someone that's comfortable in their own skin... That for me is going to be harder because...

..so far there's a hand ful of guys I'm talking to online, some are slow at replying. I've been thinking of just forgetting about online dating all together and just put my trust in fate. ( if it's meant to be, ill be with whoever) But there's this super cute guy I'm talking to, but he's...

This makes my third trying to return these cute tan ,lace up booties.. But for some reason it doesn't show up on the receipt. I see it but some how the cashiers dont, they even look it up on the computers and it doesn't show up. I told my mom and she says you're probably meant to have those...

I feel I'm traveling down a road few choose to travel. One, because not many will admit to feeling envy and they demonize others who are honest for experiencing these feelings as all normal humans do. Two, because I was so behind in life.. I had no choice but to watch other walk ahead of me...

I finally got in contact with my cousin...she was happy to hear from me. In glad I texted and congratulated her... She has so many plans for the future and it made me realize. I need plans of my own. There are so many movers and shakers in the world ,.,it makes me realize how stagnant I am and...

As I was taking my brother to work, I looked up at the night sky.. Something about it made me feel like ... Under this vast sky my problems are minute... That the night sky stretches farther than my issues and can hold them all . Under it , I just felt like...I was where I needed to be... That...