Not Enough?

I feel that way .... Like I'm not enough.
I keep looking at proverbs 31 and wishing I could be that girl. I want to be... Idk if I can.... I hope I can..

I'm a nice person-- but I feel that the most people can say about me is that I'm funny ,bubbly and like to draw... I just wish I was like my coworker. She was smart, fun, skillful and a jack of all trades...

I wish I was as well rounded and versatile as she was. I just feel like a one trick pony sometimes... I mean I do like who I am I just wish I were better.

I don't even feel like a good Christian...I have my bible open and verses are underlined(meaning I studied at one point in time) but I'm still the same person... I just wish I could feel God in my life.

I feel like I'm trying so hard to reach God and the effort isn't being reciprocated.
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