Far-side-of-the-moon's Blog

Well my dad is back for the weekend and I know it bothers my mom alot and I can tell. I bought food for everyone ...and when we got home my mom didn't help me carry the food in she just storms off... I can't do it, I always do it. I love my mom so much but I hate how I have to hold everything...

One of my coworkers was absent today, she had to take care of her sick kids....so I had the office all to myself. It was nice to blast some Tinashe while working on monthly reports. Also, I did a few things for my coworker since she couldn't physically be at the office today... It made me happy...

Well, at work what I do is call clients and check up on their work progress and notate everything. This one client was an elderly minister, I stayed on the phone with him longer than I should have. 30 minutes to be exact... But he told me something really encoruaging( we got on the subject or...

Okay, I came home some hours ago from the library and I thought, oh hey.,,ill clean my room. Then I started to sweep near my window sill and there was nothing but crawling bugs with wings that lined my sill.. I freaked out so bad I could barely form words lol... So now lets rewind... A week...

My dum-dum brother almost burnt the house down by putting pizza on for 10 minutes in the microwave ....thank god I didn't go to sleep. There was so much smoke in the freaking house... I have 3 brothers.. A 27 yr old,19 year old and 10 year old... Guess which one who did it.. You guessed it...

Lololol.. I feel so blessed right now in this very moment. New place, new bedroom suite, new job ,new school and I just got a new 2016 car that drives like a dream. The lord has been good to me. Like all these blessings in one sitting , I feel like god loves me :) like maybe he's paying me...

Well I'm in the office of my new job, I really hope I can grasp everything. In still waiting for whoever is supposed to train me. In working off of 2 hours of sleep, studying is on my mind. I hope being busy will keep these nightmares at bay. This is the best time of my life..I literally...

..Today I'm soooo excited! So many neat things are happening..for one school starts tommorow, my Job the day after and I'm getting a new bedroom suite today. More than anything the fact I'm starting school just fills me with an immeasurable amount of hope and happiness because I only have a...

Doesn't that emoji look like a Yaris? Lol Anywho, I was feeling so down the latter part of my day because something happened( which I don't have the patience to write) that sort have made me spiral into sadness. It reminded me of my current state, dependent and well...dependent. Honestly its...

I got back in touch with my friends, yep... And I'm glad I did. Its rare you find anyone who you can trust with all your faults and flaws that knows your through and through, alot of people don't find it in a mate or friends...so you're doing good if you find it in either one. Lucky if you...

My mom was just in an accident as she was coming back from taking my dad to his hotel so he can wait for his trainer and resume truck driving. When she got hit she spun out into an embankment ....she said the key is jammed in the car ...and she doesn't know if the car would start...which worries...

I'm in my own room tonight, I'm slightly gonna miss sleeping next to my mom... But being in my own room is better. Gonna take some getting use to being all by myself.... Well u know what I mean...but I'm happy. I'm so happy I waited, in so happy I didn't give up...I'm so happy I didn't off...

Last night my aunt came over , she came over for something totally different but as she stayed a while she went on and on about the success of her kids who are younger than me... And one who is autistic and worlds ahead of me. It made me feel like utter crap, I barely see this woman and when u...

I can't believe today is our last day here...I don't count tommorow because were gonna be moving :) In just too stoked! Its finally happening :D But I think more than anything what surprised me is what the Lord did for my mom, my mom has been working very hard to get us out of here. My mom...

I don't know why it always happens like this, I'm usually watching YouTube ..when I have dreams like these. I was watching one of my favorite youtubers rant about any and everything....I have a small crush on him.lol. So I turned off my phone then further imagine our lives together lol...then I...

Today I was able to check out the inside of the apartment we are moving to and its better than I could have imagined..and its roomy. I'm so happy its over, we move on the 19th :) ( they're s5ill painting and preparing the apartment) I can't wait to move..but for odd reasons I always seem to...

Well were starting 2017 off very well..were finally moving from these hotels..our extended stay is now over and it was over due. Ive been here 3 years and im too happy to get gone, we leave saturday. I get my stuff ready for school and start february, i want to make sure this never happens...

I get so anxious, because the apartment were supposed to get, they didn't call my mom back. In tired of getting my hopes up just for them to say, you didn't qualify and were just stuck here...in this hotel. Been here 3 years long enough to see 4 managers change out, and see many renovations(...

Even when I try to take my mind off my situation, my parents got into a fight and threats were made...that's all I want to say. It all just gives me a freaking headache.,,so I try to take my mind off and watch YouTube.. But then when I see my fave youtubers, with their kids and the live they...

Broken mind, broken dreams, hairs standing, thoughts racing, intrusive images...eyes in my back....running from shadows ... Spine tingling, ice dripping.... Breathe bated, heart pounding...cold sweat.... Yet I'm tired, so tired I feel I can sleep forever. I don't know... I don't know if ill be...