- Jan 26, 2007
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Lord have mercy.I'm in a really dark place again. The ability to make money and pay bills is falling through the floor. (I don't make money at all in the summer, which makes this scarier.) I've been praying to St Kseniya, but feel that all prayer is useless. I'm supposed to support my family and in-laws, and am rapidly losing the ability to do that. My wife is working and now complains about how much of our load she now has to take on herself. I can't see any light.
Lord have mercy.Lord have mercy.
I hate to bother you fine people, but I got a letter in the mail yesterday from my HMO informing me that a medicine I've been taking under doctor's supervision for maybe a year causes cancer, so I need to stop taking it and see a doctor about getting a non-carcinogenic replacement.
Obviously I stopped immediately and booked the earliest possible appointment to see the doctor, but until tomorrow morning at 7:30 am and possibly afterwards, I'm sweating bullets. Not to tell a sob story, but my mother passed from cancer about 25 years ago, and my father more recently (about 3 years ago) was diagnosed with cancer as well. Thanks be to God he is still with us. Point is, it's definitely in the family, so I can't brush my worries off so easily.
Please pray for me, that I will accept whatever comes out of this situation. Thank you.
Lord have mercy!Pray for me. I am very sick. Sick enough to die.
Pray for me. I am very sick. Sick enough to die.