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Apparently asking this question is faking psychosis and schizophrenia but I know I have it, im not stupid. I was born schizophrenic and had symptoms of schizophrenia from oh so long ago. But anyway I really want to know the answer to this question. Is a delusion from a schizophrenic episode lying?
Like for example somebody who is schizophrenic swears a traumatizing event really happened and it might not have, is that a lie?
Dont get me wrong, im a pathological liar. As a schizophrenic, thats a given. But these specific traumatizing events I SWEAR happened. I have memories of them happening and yet at the same time I have this feeling that they never really happened at all. And for some of these events im told they never happened. Whats going on here?
I know many of you arent psychiatrists. And I really wish mine would answer the question instead of question my mental illness that HE diagnosed in the first place. He's seen me at my most psychotic. I know im psychotic and I have been ever since I was born. Many people here on CF know that im schizophrenic. People can tell from my posts and from my general speech difficulties. You cannot fake being psychotic. Well you can, but not for an extended period of time. Not since from as far back as you can remember. Not from when you didnt realize hallucinations and delusions were not a normal part of everyday life. Not when you learned not to talk about them or your problems.
But anyway on topic. I have memories of these events happening. But, they might not have happened at all. Is such a thing lying or even possible? And, does God counts these as lies against our record? Because we're telling people they happened because we have memories of them happening. But, they likely never happened at all. Is that.... Likely?
Like for example somebody who is schizophrenic swears a traumatizing event really happened and it might not have, is that a lie?
Dont get me wrong, im a pathological liar. As a schizophrenic, thats a given. But these specific traumatizing events I SWEAR happened. I have memories of them happening and yet at the same time I have this feeling that they never really happened at all. And for some of these events im told they never happened. Whats going on here?
I know many of you arent psychiatrists. And I really wish mine would answer the question instead of question my mental illness that HE diagnosed in the first place. He's seen me at my most psychotic. I know im psychotic and I have been ever since I was born. Many people here on CF know that im schizophrenic. People can tell from my posts and from my general speech difficulties. You cannot fake being psychotic. Well you can, but not for an extended period of time. Not since from as far back as you can remember. Not from when you didnt realize hallucinations and delusions were not a normal part of everyday life. Not when you learned not to talk about them or your problems.
But anyway on topic. I have memories of these events happening. But, they might not have happened at all. Is such a thing lying or even possible? And, does God counts these as lies against our record? Because we're telling people they happened because we have memories of them happening. But, they likely never happened at all. Is that.... Likely?