suicidal

My POCD is in full swing and I can't function Generally speaking, I get these random impulses to do minor bad things, but like, it's at almost exactly the same time I'm making a mistake. Like I'll think "I'm gonna scuff my boyfriend's shoe on purpose," like a split second before I do it because...

I have an undiagnosed illness that I believe to be Lupus. I've gone through several tests but the doctors can't find anything. I've fallen into a deep depression/despair and struggle with suicidal ideation. My body is in pain and I struggle to breathe from the inflammation. Please pray for me...

Hello brother and sister, I am Liang from Indonesia. I am here to tell you that i am living with insomnia for years and it torment me so much everyday that i end up becoming suicidal. Its because i am so young and i lose my Job and many other things like girlfriend and my life is destroyed. Now...

Brothers and sisters. i am Liang from Indonesia. I am a christian i believe in God and have tasted the gift of the Spirit. I believe in God and i often met prophets here and there. i come here asking for advice and prayer. My suffering of insomnia has started 4 years ago due to my own mistake...

I haven't slept long enough today and I feel this the entire day. I even had suicidal feelings at times and that scared me. It is now the second time in 7 days. I need counselling but that cost money. I have everything, but when I go into our estate people stare at me. I hate them, they hate me...

Hey. My name is Micha and I have dilemma. So basically, I have three really good friends, I will use aliases for their names because I don't want to expose them. I have three friends at school that I met about a school year ago. They're really nice and fun to be around and we hang out and...

Heavenly Father, I come before You today to pray for our brothers and sisters around the world who are finding it hard to hold on in this life. I pray that they feel Your presence and become filled with Your peace -- a peace that passes all understanding. I also pray that sadness and despair...

[deeply sorry for being negative] I can’t stand being so lonely anymore :( I hate my life so much and because of that I am starting to hate God. If there is God. I am struggling with living and believing. (edit) I don’t want to live like this anymore. I’m at a point I have to force myself to...

I have read repeatedly that successful people take their destiny into their own hands and do not blame the World or their parents. But correlation is not causality and there are a few flaws in using these factoids in place of actual wisdom. The thread 'Maybe it isn't all your fault' was not...

I lead the youth group on Sunday nights at my church, and have been planning to start a series on Philippians. However, I found out that one of the middle school girls recently had a suicide attempt; thankfully, she seems to be doing better. Because Phil. 1:21 states "to live is Christ, and to...

Hi, There is no easy way to say this. I am a sinner. I was a horrible sinner. I abused the love of those around me, I did whatever I wanted while believing that life was meaningless. I have always hated the fact of my existence and could never understand why God would put me here in such a...

Well, sort of. It's more a fear of the OT laws and what they say about pork and other unclean animals. I can't tell if it's still in affect. SO MANY people say you CAN eat pork. SO MANY say that you can't. Both arguments seem to have good points and make sense. So just don't eat bacon then...

My name is Amber. I suffer from pretty bad OCD. I have had it for most of my life, but within the past month, it's been worse than its even been! And it started when I began believing in God again! I believed all of my life until I stopped about a year ago. I began to believe again about a month...

I had posted asking about a game called MINECRAFT and received what I needed to know. Yesterday at school this kid stabbed himself 72 times, he is in the hospital. He is under heavy attack not only himself but his whole family. I will be traveling to the home in a few days when he is released...

I am truly the worst person in the world. I do not say this to garner pity or sympathy. I hurt people I am very close to. I have walls I put up against anyone I get close to. I feel like all they are going to do is "get me where they want me" and then "laugh at me". Sort of like a puppy who...