Hello brother and sister, I am Liang from Indonesia. I am here to tell you that i am living with insomnia for years and it torment me so much everyday that i end up becoming suicidal. Its because i am so young and i lose my Job and many other things like girlfriend and my life is destroyed. Now i am on medication i sleep with medication im stressed and depressed because i am so young and i cant live my life to the fullest. i am still 28 years old. Without sleep i cant function i can go more than a week without sleep and it torment me so much i cried almost every time. So i come here i need a strong book. A book that will teach me show me the complete surrender to Christ , letting go to Christ. i am looking for a book that keep me going with life. A book that somehow can show me light that at least i can live. I am so depressed and anxious and fearfull everyday. I am tormented by mental illness and sleeplessness. Anyone please suggest me a book that can help me live. i really need it. Thank you and God bless.