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depression

  1. Lots of prayers

    A prayer for my grandmother, who raised me as her own, dueling with cancer that has spread, and for the emotional toll it is having on the rest of my family who have just lost another good woman to cancer. A prayer for my aunt, who is taking care of her alongside her twin daughters while...
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    A poem for those just like me.

    wishing you had a child like faith But instead you were born a know it all Praying you would be saved Just to wake up to a fall. With fear overwhelming, and pain deep inside, you use unbelief as a way to numb the pain Your worst fear is to die, but if you have Christ to die is gain. All this...
  3. I'm A Waste Of Space

    I'm 24 years old and sometimes I am reminded just how useless a person I am. I have a bachelor's degree in a field I can no longer work in due to health issues. I work a dead end, low pay, part time, retail job where I'm treated like scum by a lot of people including my managers. I don't go out...
  4. Wishing for Death After My Girlfriend's Suicide

    A little over a month ago my closest friend committed suicide. Her name is Terri. Terri was more than just a friend to me however, she was practically my girlfriend. We were already seeing each other constantly, going on dates, spending several entire days at a time together, and our friends...
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    Please pray for my family and I

    My family and I are not in the best situation right now. I'm trusting god to get me where I need to be and to help my family. But the stress is real. Im under a lot of pressure at work to perform better. The stress of the job, plus finances and in need of some private space and a family home as...
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    Willful sin.

    hebrews 10:26 - 31. I read this verse and I keep on willfully sinning. I haven't repented in a while, because I know I'm gonna sin again. I don't want to stop sinning. I don't fornicate, smoke, drink or drugs. I do the little things but those still matter, I haven't surrendered my will which is...
  7. Chester Bennington, Suicide, Parent issues

    Hello everyone, The suicide of Chester Bennington has hit me hard. It was very shocking to hear the news last week, I have been crying for his family, friends, band mates, loved ones, and fans around the world. I have been Praying for all of them. God had me Praying for the whole band's...
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    To be honest I don't know.

    sin seems delicious as weird as it sounds, I hunger for more pleasure...BOOM Hebrews 10:26 comes across. This is my destiny? I mean I could still repent. I choose not to because I know I'll commit the same sin again. So I say "I'll wait until I graduate to repent and rededicate my life." The...
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    Spiritual Warfare

    I'm this close to burning out. I don't know what to do. I'm not walking with God, Ive been in the world I haven't been praying/reading the word. I'm under an attack with unbeleif and it's almost taking over. I KNOW God won't save me because I was too lazy to fight. But I don't know
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    I don't know anymore

    life feels like a dream. Nothing feels real, everything around me is starting to feel surreal. I can feel my heart hardening, I know my conscience is starting to become hardened, and I'm just confused and dazed. Pain doesn't even feel like pain. I've become so evil, aint it funny how I asked God...
  11. Schizoaffective Disorder and Depression - I Hear Voices...

    Thank you for your visit. Some members of my family knows, but not all, and not all of my Face Book friends knows about it. But here it is. It's sometimes embarrassing for me to say that, I'm on Social Security Disability when I am asked if I am working or not. So, I thought I'd share a bit of...
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    In need of advice and prayer

    I'm so afraid everyday I wake up always thinking about where I'm going to go when I die. I don't want to go to hell I want to go to heaven. But the choices I make from a day to day basis don't say so. If youve seen in my past couple post I haven't repented. I used to care but now I don't. I want...
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    When Times Are rough.

    My worst fear is going to hell. Last year I was a religious OCD freak, now I'm a careless sin wallowing lazy hag. I was born and raised in a Christian home but about last year I was building my relationship with Christ, but of course that was in the summer and when school started I was on a boat...
  14. Self harming

    Please pray for me in this area if you are willing/able. Dean
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    Please pray for my marriage. I am miserable :(

    Please pray for my marriage I am miserable and depressed it gets worse daily. We tried our pastor as and counseling and things have not improved. He is not abusive physically but he goes week without talking to me. We are not compatible in any way. I have tried leaving several times and he...
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    Advice For Pregnancy

    I'm a devoted Christian. I've had my share of trials, at only age 19. My girlfriend is almost certainly pregnant. I am responsible for my actions, and I am suffering for them. I desperately need loving, Christian advice on how to handle this whole situation. When my parents find out, they will...
  17. Prayers For depression

    Hi Folks, I've had depression for years, but within the last 2 years it's gotten much worth with times of suicidal thoughts and just horrible moods most of the time. Also within the last 2 years some amazing blessings have come my way, I met my fiance and we're due to get married in about 2...
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    Depressed About The Rapture

    Before you get angry, let me explain myself. It's been my life-long dream to start a career as an animator. I've been interested in cartoons almost all my life and have wanted to do them ever since I was 7. From what I've been told, neither televisions, cinemas or comics will exist in Heaven, so...
  19. going backwards...

    I get so upset with myself at times like this. I go months without self harming and then everything hits me like a ton of bricks. I end up relapsing. consistently relapse for weeks on end before managing to stop again. My normal coping mechanisms feel undoable because of my headspace. I often...
  20. How to not be defined by mental illness

    So, I am a college student, and in my social work 101 class today, they had guest speakers from NAMI. Both of the speakers mentioned their stories and struggles with mental illness and management. I mean, it was emotionally hard for me to hear them discuss such dark times, but also as they...