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Hi I have been keeping a very low grade type of Sabbath where I just rest on a saturday and don't pay bills, shop, do any arduous work, the only activities I do are ones that aren't hard work and sometimes I listen to worship music or watch a movie, paint, read or take a nature walk somewhere.
My church keeps Sabbath on Sundays so I use Sunday as a day God worship and rest on Saturday
I have disabikities, physical and mental so try to keep it simple, I don't have a list of shoulda or oughts, I just make it a day of rest and relaxation.
I asked one of my old Hebrew roots contacts whether I was keeping the Sabbath ok, and she said that's fine. When I prayed I had a sense of peace I was doing the right thing
I know salvation isn't dependent on keeping the law so I thought I was doing ok and God was ok with me. Yeah sometimes when I am praying about other things I get a sense God is telling me am not really His because I haven't kept his commandments and that I will be judged for it but I chalked that one up to my OCD (scrupulousity type and other kinds) and try to ignore that voice.
I was on a thread earlier in the Sabbath and law forum and someone on there was saying that in Deutoronomy we are to not make anyone else work on the Sabbath and mentions that if we have our electricity on the national grid people are working!
So I was like wow, I didn't realise I was violating the sabbath. so I could switch off my phone my stereo etc but I can't switch off my fridge or my oxygen tank, CPAP etc as I need my medication kept under certain temps and need the oxygen to live. so that isn't an option for me. But am feeling guilty now and resentful.
Then I described how I do keep the Sabbath but was told Sabbath shouldn't be just rest but worship too. My nearest Sabbath keeping church is 3 hours away so not option for me. also I left Hebrew roots and don't feel I can go back as mental health affected by lists of rules and am going through deprogramming from those beliefs that I have to b good enough to be saved.
I was told Sabbath is not for doing our pleasures, so am thinking does that mean I can only read Bible or do Christian things? Is art ok, if my paintings are to do with God, and are Christian novels ok??
Can I put the light on? I have vit d issues and live in a country with short daylight hours in winter and get very depressed this time of year.
All this I could may be do if in were strong.but am not too good health wise at moment and wonder if I can just leave off worrying about the Sabbath until the spring comes or when am feeling a bit better? Whichever comes first?
Hi I have been keeping a very low grade type of Sabbath where I just rest on a saturday and don't pay bills, shop, do any arduous work, the only activities I do are ones that aren't hard work and sometimes I listen to worship music or watch a movie, paint, read or take a nature walk somewhere.
My church keeps Sabbath on Sundays so I use Sunday as a day God worship and rest on Saturday
I have disabikities, physical and mental so try to keep it simple, I don't have a list of shoulda or oughts, I just make it a day of rest and relaxation.
I asked one of my old Hebrew roots contacts whether I was keeping the Sabbath ok, and she said that's fine. When I prayed I had a sense of peace I was doing the right thing
I know salvation isn't dependent on keeping the law so I thought I was doing ok and God was ok with me. Yeah sometimes when I am praying about other things I get a sense God is telling me am not really His because I haven't kept his commandments and that I will be judged for it but I chalked that one up to my OCD (scrupulousity type and other kinds) and try to ignore that voice.
I was on a thread earlier in the Sabbath and law forum and someone on there was saying that in Deutoronomy we are to not make anyone else work on the Sabbath and mentions that if we have our electricity on the national grid people are working!
So I was like wow, I didn't realise I was violating the sabbath. so I could switch off my phone my stereo etc but I can't switch off my fridge or my oxygen tank, CPAP etc as I need my medication kept under certain temps and need the oxygen to live. so that isn't an option for me. But am feeling guilty now and resentful.
Then I described how I do keep the Sabbath but was told Sabbath shouldn't be just rest but worship too. My nearest Sabbath keeping church is 3 hours away so not option for me. also I left Hebrew roots and don't feel I can go back as mental health affected by lists of rules and am going through deprogramming from those beliefs that I have to b good enough to be saved.
I was told Sabbath is not for doing our pleasures, so am thinking does that mean I can only read Bible or do Christian things? Is art ok, if my paintings are to do with God, and are Christian novels ok??
Can I put the light on? I have vit d issues and live in a country with short daylight hours in winter and get very depressed this time of year.
All this I could may be do if in were strong.but am not too good health wise at moment and wonder if I can just leave off worrying about the Sabbath until the spring comes or when am feeling a bit better? Whichever comes first?