Let me start by saying I understand the wide gap and debate between free will and predestination. One of the many consequences of my dark sinful past of pornography and lust, is that my wife and I never had children. This was the greatest source of hurt for many years, I always wanted a son or daughter. But when my sin culminated in an FBI raid and facing 20 years in prison, my friend made an observation. What might have happened to my young children, if I had gone to prison? Would they have been taken by the state? Would my wife be forced to divorce me, to regain custody? As I sit here today, I know I am uniquely equipped to help many men, and women, who are lost in the dark vacuum of porn addiction, and even though I have made some of the worst choices a man could make, I would not go back and change anything, because each choice has brought me to this point. And right now, God is restoring all the years the locusts have eaten (Joel 2:25), and I as for my house, we serve the Lord. Every single day.
When I see in the Bible, that God is in control of all things, I cannot find where it says, He is in control of some things, some of the time. It only says He is in control of ALL things, and I sit back in awe of his mighty glory. By the way, the Lord has revealed to us, through several people, that we are having 2 sons, Noah Joseph LeRoy, and Samuel David Matthew, all praise and glory to God!