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My First Blog Entry

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Today I went out with Caleb. We went shopping for my dads birthday and went to the library. We also went to the dollar store and I brought a beautiful angel statue. I put her on my dresser. She is holding a cross. She reminds me of Christ. I prayed today for protection from the Lord. I was...
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Today was a nice day. I had counseling today and I was able to see Caleb. I prayed today for protection from the Lord. A friend came to mind that I knew from Liberty University and I prayed for her. I hope to see her again one day soon. She helped me a lot when I was in Lynchburg. I feel she has...
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Today I was with Caleb. I am blessed to have him in my life. I feel he is a gift from the Lord. In the earlier part of the day, I had a lot of flashbacks to my abuse. I felt that the Enemy was attacking my spirit because of today being a day of Love. I prayed and read the Bible and I could feel...
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Today I prayed to the Lord that he would protect me. I prayed that he would comfort me. He did. He made me feel safe today and loved. I know Jesus will never leave me. Today I had a quiet day. I had counseling earlier and it went well. I thank God he has helped me in my counseling. I pray that...
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Today was a difficult day. I cried today because my heart was broken at what I have experienced. My soul felt crushed. I felt Jesus was not with me but then Jesus told me yes, he is still with me. Jesus had me wear my Jesus pendant necklace today which comforts me a lot. I went to voice class...
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Today was a difficult day. I had memories of the past but I prayed to Jesus to protect me and I could feel him hiding me. I could feel him hiding me in his wings. He said he will protect me from all evil. He said he knows I am deeply scared, scared to my soul- but that he will guide me through...
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I today prayed for Jesus' protection. I prayed that Jesus would protect me from all evil. I was very scared today of being hurt somehow but I felt him holding me close. I understood that Jesus was bigger than my pain and bigger than my struggles. I could feel that he would protect me from all...
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Today I felt Jesus' love with me. It was a hard day but I could feel Jesus' compassion toward me. I prayed this morning for his compassion and I prayed that he would be with me. I was with Caleb today. We went to the mall with my mom and I brought a new pair of shoes. They are black flats that...
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Today was a difficult day. I prayed today that the Lord protect me because I could feel I was under spiritual attack heavily. I had flashbacks to when I was sexually assaulted and it caused me a great deal of emotional pain. It made me feel worthless. I prayed to the Lord to protect me and he...
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I feel Jesus holding me this winter. I have had a lot of pain this winter and a lot of memories of my torture but I know Jesus is with me. I know he will not leave me nor forsake me. I know I will heal completely and that my soul will be well. I know that I will live a beautiful life with Caleb...
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Today was a quiet day. I just did some household chores. I did not feel my best today. I did not feel safe. Sometimes I feel that way because of my torture. I took a nap today and when I woke up I thought about my past. I thought about heaven also. I am looking forward to heaven. I imagine it as...
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I just got finished voice class. I had a lovely class. My instructor Johnathan is very kind and is a blessing. Every time I have class I feel blessed by him. Several of my classmates sang solos today. They did a beautiful job. Many sung hymns. I did not get to sing "Amazing grace" today but I...
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Today was a little better. I am grateful to the Lord. I could feel his protection on my life today. I prayed today for protection when I first woke up in the morning. I could imagine the Lord on the cross, bleeding for me. I could imagine his love for me, to die for my sins and the sins of the...
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I am praying for February to be a blessed month. It is the month of love and I prayed today that it be a month of Gods love. I had a difficult day because I was thinking of Silver. I thought of the many ways she hurt me. I prayed to the Lord about it and he told me that Silver has been thinking...
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Today is February first. I cant believe time moves so quickly. It feels like it was just Christmas. Today was a harder day. I had bad memories and began to mourn what I lost in my torture. But I prayed to the Lord today and expressed my need for him and he comforted me. He expressed to me that I...
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Today was a better day. I did some house chores and prayed to Jesus. I prayed for protection from evil. I prayed that the Lord would heal me of all my wounds and comfort me. I prayed that Jesus will help me become a healer for others who are hurting. I prayed that one day soon I will heal from...
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Today was a difficult day. I had bad memories, but I prayed to the Lord. I prayed that he would protect me and keep me safe. He said he would watch over me and that I would be like a child through my trial. He said anything that tries to hurt me will not destroy me and any evil that tries to...
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I had voice class again tonight. It went very well. We sang together around the piano. My voice instructor is very kind and makes class go easily. Next class we will have solo's. I may sing "Amazing Grace." I am looking forward to it. Please pray my solo goes well. I am grateful to Jesus for...
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Today before church me, my dad, my mom and Caleb went to visit my pastor. He anointed me of the anointing for the sick. He prayed over me and my father also prayed over me. It was wonderful. I could feel Jesus touching my heart through the anointing. Even though my days have been difficult I...
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Jesus has told me I am going through a trial. He has told me that I am suffering the effects of torture, which is very terrible. He said that I have seen and experienced many horrible things and that he is so sorry for that. He said he loves me deeply and that he sees me like a delicate flower...

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