I feel Jesus holding me this winter. I have had a lot of pain this winter and a lot of memories of my torture but I know Jesus is with me. I know he will not leave me nor forsake me. I know I will heal completely and that my soul will be well. I know that I will live a beautiful life with Caleb because of Jesus' mercies. I love winter very much but I am looking forward to Spring. I am mostly looking forward to Easter. I am praying for the Lord to bring me special mercies and healing during the Easter season. I feel he will. I know that Easter is one of the most important, if not the most important times for a Christian. I will be praying that the Lord heal me this winter so that I may be well for beautiful Easter. I would like to be resurrected.