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The past couple of days have been difficult. I have had bad memories of the past and difficulty feeling safe. I today have been praying to Jesus and he told me that he will rescue me. He told me I am going through a period of suffering, a trial for my faith. I understood that Jesus was right...
I had a hard day today thinking about my abuser Silver abusing me. I had some devastating flashbacks of her abusing me and it crushed my soul. I prayed to the Lord and he reminded me that I have forgiven Silver and that I love her from the deepest parts of my heart. The Lord had me pray for...
Today was a hard day. I was haunted by bad memories that I could not escape. I felt pain in my heart and soul for being tortured. I felt less than other people because I was tortured. I was reminded about heaven and that brought me great peace. I imagined being in heaven with the Lord, in...
Today was a quiet day. I am with Caleb at my home today. We went on a walk today with my father. It was beautiful outside and the sky was a lovely blue color. Tonight, me, my dad and Caleb made pasta which we will be eating soon. I feel blessed to have my family and Caleb. I prayed today that...
Today was an interesting day. I was not feeling my best. I had worries about my future and felt less than other people. I did some chores around the house and took a lovely nap. The nap helped me a lot. I prayed to the Lord today to protect me and guide me. I prayed that he would make his...
I played with my dolls some today. It soothed me. I feel very young and innocent when I play dolls and it feels good to me. My two favorite dolls are named May and Lavender. My dolls comfort me and let me know everything will be okay.
I prayed to Jesus today that he will help restore my...
Today went well. I spent the day in my room for the most part, tidying up my room. It was very cold outside but warm in my room. The rest of the house was cold so I stayed in my room. I was praying and thinking of the Lord. I was thinking about paradise. In the future when the Lord heals the...
Today was a hard day because I was thinking about the past but I prayed to Jesus and he comforted me. The weather was beautiful today. I went to a doctor's appointment and sitting in the car I looked at the beautiful sky and landscape. I love winter and I am grateful for it. The Lord made...
My first voice class went well. My teacher is named Johnathan and very kind. A lot of people in my class are Christian. Most of the people were older than me but there was also one child about 10 years old. Several of the women sing in choir. I think Johnathan is also Christian because he has a...
I start my voice classes tomorrow. I am nervous about meeting new people there. It will be every Monday for 10 weeks. I prayed to Jesus today that he will protect me when meeting the new people and that my voice class goes well. I hope I am able to sing well, I never really practiced singing...
Jesus has been helping me cope with my pain. I have been spending more time with Jesus and the Bible and it has helped me feel some more comfort. Jesus has told me he would never hurt me and that I will heal from my deep wounds. He said that he hates what I went through and that he knows I am...
Today was a hard day. I felt broken and afraid about my life because of my torture. I felt afraid. I prayed to the Lord and he told me that he is with me and that he is comforting me. He told me that I will only suffer a little while and then I will heal completely and that all my life I will be...
Today Jesus was on my mind. I craved to feel him near me. I am grateful to have Jesus. I know that one day he will heal all my wounds. I know he is carrying me and that he wont hurt me. I had some fear today about Jesus being taken away from me. That I may be persecuted again and this time Jesus...
Today was a difficult day. I felt scared and hurt about the past. But I meditated on Jesus' goodness and I knew he would protect me. I feel that Jesus loves me a lot and that he wont let harm come to me. I feel that he is protecting me and always will. I know Jesus saw everything that happened...
I spent time with my mom today. We read from the Bible and it touched my heart. We read some of Psalms and Acts. I am glad to have the Lord. I know he is with me. I know he won't hurt me. I received peace from Jesus reading the Bible today. It made me feel warm in my heart. I know that what has...
I was hurting some today but I felt Jesus blessing my broken heart. I feel that he knows everything I have been through and that he loves me and that he will heal me completely. I feel peace knowing Jesus sees all my pain and that he loves me. I was feeling some sadness today but I read the...
My prayer is that 2018 is a year of healing for me and everyone here at Christian forums. I will be praying everyday that this is a healing year. I had a nice new years eve, I watched a movie with my parents and Caleb. I cant believe it is the new year. I am glad it is 2018. 2017 was a difficult...
Merry Christmas to everyone on Christian forums. I will pray that everyone has a wonderful blessed Christmas. This is the day of the birth of Jesus and is a special day for us all. Let us all stay close to Jesus today and to be soothed by his tender mercies.
with love,
Luin
Tonight is Christmas Eve. It was a beautiful cool day outside. I thanked Jesus for the blessing of the day. I am praying that tomorrow is a healing day for everyone on Christian forums. I have faith that Jesus will heal me tomorrow on his birthday. I have faith that he has seen my struggles and...
There are only 2 days till Christmas. I am hopeful and excited about what Christmas will bring for me spiritually. I know it is the birth of Jesus and that he is the healer of the world. I know that he wants to bring healing to whoever needs it. I know that he will bring healing for me on...
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