Today was a difficult day. I had bad memories, but I prayed to the Lord. I prayed that he would protect me and keep me safe. He said he would watch over me and that I would be like a child through my trial. He said anything that tries to hurt me will not destroy me and any evil that tries to harm me will be forced away from me. I called out to the Lord deeply from my heart. I was scared today. I could feel him touch my soul and say I was like a child and that he loved me. He said that I should continue to pray for Silver and the others who hurt me. He said that it is beautiful that I love them and that I will be blessed for my compassion toward them. Jesus said though I walk through the fire I will not be burned. Jesus made me feel beautiful and made me feel safe. He said that Caleb is a gift from Him to protect me and that Caleb is also like a child. Jesus has had me wearing a cross to feel safe, and I wore one today. It helped me a lot. Jesus said that my suffering will not last much longer and that he sees how great my trial is. He said that he wanted to give me hope today for my suffering and he whispered to my spirit that Silver and those who hurt me love me too, greatly, and that they will one day be saved by Him too. Jesus showed me a picture of a flower online and it comforted my heart, he said that is how I am.