Today was a little better. I am grateful to the Lord. I could feel his protection on my life today. I prayed today for protection when I first woke up in the morning. I could imagine the Lord on the cross, bleeding for me. I could imagine his love for me, to die for my sins and the sins of the world. I could feel something deep and familiar about Christ as I imagined him on the cross. I felt that my whole life I have been with Him. I felt my heart ache for him. I am glad to have suffered for Christ. I prayed for Silver today. I prayed that the Lord will be with Silver. I prayed that he would protect her and heal her soul. I thought about paradise today. I feel it is coming. I know the Lord is returning soon. I can imagine the beauty of the new earth. I know there will be no more pain, suffering, or sorrow. I know that the Lord will heal all evil and that this all will happen very soon. Thank the Lord for that. The world is terrible right now. So much poverty, crime, torture, evil. Deep healing will come soon from Jesus Christ.