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I hear you. That makes sense. I just don't know how to reattach the bond. I again have no idea how to gauge and steer our relationship to closer not further apart. We are having a great time so far in vegas, but eventually life will go back to normal. We still have spaces of silence where we don't say anything to each other. We are just walking together. Saying little things here and there. Other times we are very talkative and no prob. Idk I'm confused on what's normal and OK.
I am not sure what she is looking for or how she perceives it, but it is normal not to talk every second, and have silences. If, as you say, you are having other times you are talking and enjoying it, then try not to stress it.
I'm confused on how much time it'll take to rebuild everything. We are sleeping apart, not having sex and not kissing, (although at the rate of enjoyment of today, tomorrow we will get there as she's fully opened up finally)
This is obviously an area of focus and worry for you. Has she said anything about her feelings on the matter?
she doesn't miss me in bed with her, and I can't get it outta my head that she's not attracted to me.
Did she say that or you are surmising?
(and I'm pretty handsome guy, I'm not insecure whatsoever about my looks I know I'm not unattractive, so I wonder if it's a perception she has based on how I treat her. Maybe I'm too nice or something. Anyway)
I doubt that treating her poorly would work. Yes I am aware of some women who inexplicably chase bad boys while claiming to want good guys. You are overthinking it. You don't want to change yourself, or do something that would spiritually harm you in order to impress her even if that would work. Be kind to her. And don't be anything other than what you are. She is supposed to be getting to know you again, not changing you to be what she wants you to be. Any changes would likely be artificial anyway, and short-lived.
The issue before was that you were not spending much time together. Well, you are now. But the idea that nothing you did before will work now, that she expressed earlier is just not true. I am sure there are things she appreciated in the past that you did. If there is some activity etc. that she wants to do, then do so, especially on vacation. But you can't change everything just to impress her, and it is not your job to do so.
we started sleeping apart last Thursday so hasn't even been a week. I might be expecting a lot in a short time frame. Nonetheless, I'm not projecting this on her because I'm just focusing on our bond and connection and patience.
If you haven't already I would let her know how you feel, and see what she says. I wouldn't do it with the goal of trying to change it. I would do it more with the goal of trying to see what this is supposed to be accomplishing, to let her know that you do miss being with her in that way, and to find out what she is feeling about it. You referenced a possible discussion on it above, but wasn't sure if that was a discussion or just your take-away without discussion.
Also, it is true many couples may not sleep in the same room due to physical issues, or snoring, etc. However, absent those things, and if you always did before, I am not sure I would put that as a long-term plan unless there is some equally valid rationale.
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