But it’s so frustrating because I feel like God is telling me to do these things but I am not getting the financing and other resources I am needing. Maybe God is just making me wait but I cannot understand why. Why would I have all these dreams unless God gave them to me?
I am going to go back to what you said before,
"I DO SEEK THE KINGDOM FIRST"
Then my question is if you have sought the Kingdom first, at what point in you seeking did you actually enter the Kingdom?
I can tell you from personal experience, the Kingdom of God is someplace you can physically enter into where you know exactly where you are and can carry out your normal daily duties at work without being distracted.
Have you entered the Kingdom?
I don't mean sure, yeah when I was Born Again type of thing.
The Kingdom is an actual place of being that you know when you have entered, and when you have left, and I don't mean being kicked out or walking away from God, I mean you can walk into and out of as the occasion arises.
There is a key to the Kingdom most Christians do not know exists, or that they have access to the Kingdom by using that key.
The Key to the Kingdom is,
"Literally becoming a Servant"
I mean if you see a need fulfill it, don't wait for God to prompt you do act, seek out how you can become a servant to others, are you taking the credit for buying the Toilet Paper before the crunch hit,or was that God causing you to move by His Spirit, and that goes for the work place as well, if you see a fellow worker in need of help or you can do something that would take some burden off of them then fulfill it.
The more you become a servant to others, and it doesn't take any money to do it, so stop waiting, the deeper into the Kingdom of God you will walk, to where the opportunities you have been dreaming of will all fall into their proper place and timing.