- Nov 10, 2017
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- Country
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- Faith
- Non-Denom
- Marital Status
- Married
I just came back home from a vacation in Florida today and was walking around my LA neighborhood and see nothing but affluence from my neighbors. (similar to the places I visited in Florida) The past 8 years so I've witnessed more middle-class folks being priced out of Los Angeles so most of who remain in my church today are pretty well off. You either live in a rich area or a poor area with little middle ground. Today it really started to disgust me how so many folks strive to live so comfortably and with so many material things and how the lives, ambitions and pursuits of people in my church look so similar to the world around me. I've discussed this struggle of mine with other brothers before and we've prayed and asked God to help me not be so see it this way, but I was just not brought up to seek so much material comfort as a Christian and to see that this is what I need to do in order to survive in LA or so many parts of the country disgusts me and to see it in my church is hard to shake off. I'm not poor but I don't want to pursue money just to continue living in a decent area to serve my church and live in a good school district for my kids. Today I was reminded of Matthew 18:8 "If your hand or your foot causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away." My wife and I are doing okay financially and can afford to rent here another year or 2, but living among so much affluence is really starting to weigh down on me (spiritually?) and I really want to start to discern with my wife if God has us in this strange financial limbo where we can't afford to live here long term with a growing family and home and rental prices being what they are because maybe he wants us somewhere that is more affordable because he's put it on our hearts to be around the less affluent. Any thoughts are appreciated.