hi there everyone. I am seeking some wisdom about demons. My whole life I have always been aware of evil, ever since I was a kid i had an inclination to feel evil around me. It has always scared me-and the older I get, the more "severe" these manifestations are getting. I am not worried-or scared...well, at that particular moment i am scared, but i dont live my life in fear of when the next occurence will happen. I have seen a form in my bedroom before, but mostly it just has to do with me knowing evil is in the room with me and feeling its angry, hostile spirit. But somethign crazy happened last night....i am in college, and I dont have a roommate so i am alone at nights. I knew somethign was in the room before I even turned off my lights to go to bed, but it wasnt anything more than the usual. However, not too long after I turned the lights off, i felt this crazy amount of pressure on top of me-all over. I remember trying to lift my head, i felt my neck straining but i couldnt move. There was intense heat that traveled up and down my body, i tingled and i was covered in chill bumps. There was the strangest light at the end of my bed that i couldnt look at. It seemed somethign was grabbing my covers and pulling down, my whole body was just smushed to the bed. I started going over the armor of God in my head and praying and I spoke right to it and said you cant have my soul, I am God's and the heat got SO much more intense, and i felt this wave start at my head and move down my body quickly-then it was gone. I was breathing hard and in shock-but God always gives me so much peace and He put me right to sleep. I am praying and trying to soak up all the wisdom I am supposed to from this...I want to know if this is a gift, if this is beneficial-or if I am being unneccessarily harrassed. Does anyone have any insight on this?? How is this helpful to God's kingdom and His people?? Do I have a problem or a blessing? Thanks for reading this :]
hi there everyone. I am seeking some wisdom about demons. My whole life I have always been aware of evil, ever since I was a kid i had an inclination to feel evil around me. It has always scared me-and the older I get, the more "severe" these manifestations are getting. I am not worried-or scared...well, at that particular moment i am scared, but i dont live my life in fear of when the next occurence will happen. I have seen a form in my bedroom before, but mostly it just has to do with me knowing evil is in the room with me and feeling its angry, hostile spirit. But somethign crazy happened last night....i am in college, and I dont have a roommate so i am alone at nights. I knew somethign was in the room before I even turned off my lights to go to bed, but it wasnt anything more than the usual. However, not too long after I turned the lights off, i felt this crazy amount of pressure on top of me-all over. I remember trying to lift my head, i felt my neck straining but i couldnt move. There was intense heat that traveled up and down my body, i tingled and i was covered in chill bumps. There was the strangest light at the end of my bed that i couldnt look at. It seemed somethign was grabbing my covers and pulling down, my whole body was just smushed to the bed. I started going over the armor of God in my head and praying and I spoke right to it and said you cant have my soul, I am God's and the heat got SO much more intense, and i felt this wave start at my head and move down my body quickly-then it was gone. I was breathing hard and in shock-but God always gives me so much peace and He put me right to sleep. I am praying and trying to soak up all the wisdom I am supposed to from this...I want to know if this is a gift, if this is beneficial-or if I am being unneccessarily harrassed. Does anyone have any insight on this?? How is this helpful to God's kingdom and His people?? Do I have a problem or a blessing? Thanks for reading this :]