A little info about myself: I have never practiced anything at all except praying to Jesus when I was very young with my mom and just recently, as of a couple months ago.
For a while, I didn't believe in much or took anything at all seriously except videogames. I was like this until my teens. It became friends, games, internet until about...23. This is when I stopped caring about the aforementioned.
During my teens I went through many phases...skater, goth, etc. But I was "normal" for the most part. Withdrawn, but "normal" as far as interests go.
Getting to the point, I've always had a fascination with the paranormal. No noteworthy experiences aside from a recent but it was NBD.
I love the darkness. Im fascinated with learning about my enemy. I've always liked reading about the occult, paranormal, etc. I feel like I should learn about this stuff because its being used against me.
I also like learning about the fibers and fabrics of life and the universe. Cosmology, Astrology, Geography (Agartha, Atlantis), different dimensions, just...anything arcane, secret, esoteric...I NEED to know about. I burn inside to know certain things...
My question(s) are why is this wrong? Why is it wrong to want to see spirits? I want to see them to be able to help others. Why is it wrong to learn about my enemy and his ways (to better protect myself)? Why is "positive" "sorcery" wrong? Why?
I want to know about Jesus Christ as well as many other things. I mean, for a while, I didnt even think that was his real name...but a fake name for a false, negative entity instead to trick me. Thankfully, my mom talked me out of that and taught me about Jesus Christ.
However...I still do not prey...I do not really know how. When I want Jesus, I just speak to him with my mind and heart (telepathy...our voices are for singing and healing...) because THAT is what feels right to ME. I do not put my palms together, should I?
I have more questions...many more but honestly, I can not stand typing on this phone. Theres tons of info about my thought process, believes, etc that are omitted.
For a while, I didn't believe in much or took anything at all seriously except videogames. I was like this until my teens. It became friends, games, internet until about...23. This is when I stopped caring about the aforementioned.
During my teens I went through many phases...skater, goth, etc. But I was "normal" for the most part. Withdrawn, but "normal" as far as interests go.
Getting to the point, I've always had a fascination with the paranormal. No noteworthy experiences aside from a recent but it was NBD.
I love the darkness. Im fascinated with learning about my enemy. I've always liked reading about the occult, paranormal, etc. I feel like I should learn about this stuff because its being used against me.
I also like learning about the fibers and fabrics of life and the universe. Cosmology, Astrology, Geography (Agartha, Atlantis), different dimensions, just...anything arcane, secret, esoteric...I NEED to know about. I burn inside to know certain things...
My question(s) are why is this wrong? Why is it wrong to want to see spirits? I want to see them to be able to help others. Why is it wrong to learn about my enemy and his ways (to better protect myself)? Why is "positive" "sorcery" wrong? Why?
I want to know about Jesus Christ as well as many other things. I mean, for a while, I didnt even think that was his real name...but a fake name for a false, negative entity instead to trick me. Thankfully, my mom talked me out of that and taught me about Jesus Christ.
However...I still do not prey...I do not really know how. When I want Jesus, I just speak to him with my mind and heart (telepathy...our voices are for singing and healing...) because THAT is what feels right to ME. I do not put my palms together, should I?
I have more questions...many more but honestly, I can not stand typing on this phone. Theres tons of info about my thought process, believes, etc that are omitted.