[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]I then noticed someone I had known on earth. He had been a faithful believer, but I did not think he had done anything of significance. He [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]was so physically unattractive on earth that it had made him shy. Here he had the same features, but was somehow more handsome than [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]any person I had known on earth. He stepped up to me with an assurance and dignity that I had never seen in him, or anyone, before.[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"Heaven is much greater than we could have dreamed while on earth," he began. "This room is but the threshold of realms of glory that are [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]far beyond the ability we had to comprehend. It is also true that the second death is much more terrible than we understood. Neither heaven [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]or hell are like we thought they were. If I had known on earth what I know here I would not have lived the way that I did. You are blessed with [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]a great grace to have come here before you have died." he said while looking at my garments.[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]I then looked at myself. I still had the old mantle of humility on, with the armor under it. I felt both foul and crude standing before those who [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]were so regal and beautiful. I began to think that I was in serious trouble if I was going to appear before the Lord like this. Like the eagles, my [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]old acquaintance could understand my thoughts, and he replied to them:[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"Those who come here wearing that mantle have nothing to fear. That mantle is the highest rank of honor, and it is why they [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]all bowed to you while you passed."[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"I did not notice anyone bowing to me," I replied, a bit disconcerted.[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"It is not improper," he continued. "Here we show each other the respect that is due. Even the angles serve us here, but only our God [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]and His Christ are worshiped."[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]I was still ashamed. I had to retrain myself to keep from bowing to these glorious ones, while at the same time wanting to hide myself [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]because I looked so bad. Then I began lamenting the fact that my thoughts here were just as foolish here as they were one earth, and [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]here everyone knew them! I felt both stained and stupid standing before these who were so awesome and pure. Again my old [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]acquaintance responded to these thoughts.[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"We have our incorruptible bodies now, and you do not. Our minds are no longer hindered by sin. We are therefore able to comprehend [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]many times what even the greatest earthly mind can fathom, and we will spend eternity growing in our ability to understand. This is so [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]that we can know the Father, and understand the glory of His creation. On earth you cannot even begin to understand what the least of [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]these here know, and we are the least of those here."[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"How could you be the least?" I asked with disbelief.[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"There is an aristocracy here. The rewards for our earthly lives are the eternal positions that we have here. This great multitude here are [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]those whom the Lord called 'foolish virgins.' We knew the Lord, and trusted in His cross for deliverance from damnation, but we did not [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]really live for Him, but for ourselves. We did not keep our vessels filled with the oil of the Holy Spirit. We have eternal life, but we wasted [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]our lives on earth."[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]I was really surprised by this, but I also knew that no one could lie in that place.[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"The foolish virgins gnashed their teeth in the outer darkness," I protested.[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]"And that we did. The grief that we experienced when we understood how we had so wasted our lives was beyond any grief possible on[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]earth. The darkness of that grief can only be understood by those who have experienced it. Such darkness is magnified when it is [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]revealed next to the glory of the One we failed. You are standing now among the lowest rank in heaven. There is no greater fools than [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]the ones who know the great salvation of God, but then go on living for themselves. To come here and learn the reality of that folly is a [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]grief beyond what an earthly soul can experience. We are those who suffered this outer darkness because of this greatest of follies."[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]I was still incredulous. "But you are more glorious and full of more joy and peace than I even imagined, even for those in heaven. I do not [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]feel any remorse in you, and yet I know that here you cannot lie. This does not make sense to me."[/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Looking me straight in the eyes, he continued, "The Lord also loves us with a love greater than you can yet understand. Before His judgment [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]seat I tasted the greatest darkness of soul and remorse that can be experienced. Though here we do not measure time as you do, it seemed [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]to last for as long as my life on earth had lasted. All of my sins and follies which I had not repented of passed before me, and before all who [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]are here. The grief of this you cannot understand until you have experienced it. I felt that I was in the deepest dungeon of hell, even as I stood [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]before the Lord. He was resolute until my life had been completely reviewed. When I said I was sorry and asked for the mercy of His cross, He [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]wiped away my tears and took away the great darkness. He looked at me with a love that was beyond anything that you can now understand. [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]He gave me this robe. I no longer feel the darkness or bitterness that I knew as I stood before Him, but I remember it. Only here can you remember [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]such things without continuing to feel the pain. A moment in the lowest part of heaven is much greater than a thousand years of the highest life on [/FONT][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, sans-serif][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]earth. Now my mourning at my folly has been turned into joy, and I know that I will know joy forever, even if I am in the lowest place in heaven." (Rick Joyner, The Vision, page 21)[/FONT][/FONT]