What is stopping me from giving up my pursuit of truth and simply relying on what the church closest to my beliefs says both theologically and philosophically?
If you (or anyone else) gives up seeking truth; you (and they) will be denying Jesus. Oh indeed Yes. Here is why:
John 14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
Notice: Jesus NEVER said, "Your church" or "scripture", etc, etc, and etc, was the way, the truth and the life. He said HE was all of that. Amen! Praise His Holy Name.
He also said, ........"Upon this rock (who He was and who peter was NOT!) I will build MY church (not YOUR churches), and the gates of hell shall not prevail upon it. Please read the first 3 chapters of Revelation and note that NOT one of those 7 churches exist today! Why? Think about it!
Sadly, MOST of Christianity has gone AGAINST Jesus' words, His commandments, and His desires. In that: they have created a plethora of man-made "churches", "doctrines", "creeds" and "dogmas", etc. I believe this is one of the reasons that Christians have incurred so much pain and suffering. Oh indeed yes.
My dear person; Please continue to seek truth WHEREVER Jesus' Holy Spirit leads you. There is NO greater quest than that. And truth is everywhere..............BUT.............more often than not; it will be mired in the most believable lies ever fomented by satan. Oh indeed yes. ONLY Jesus can stear you around the chaff to get to the wheat! There is NO other way; regardless of what man says.
Thus: The ONLY way one can get around the above dilemma is to put ALL of our faith IN Jesus, (NOT our church, NOT scripture, NOT a person, etc and etc). And NOTHING else whatsoever.
This means NO faith in ANY person who has EVER existed (except for Jesus). This means NO faith in prophets and writers of scripture; assuming they were lead by Jesus (God manifested IN the flesh*); to write every word they wrote. That is pure hogwash.
They made MANY mistakes. 2 Timothy 3:16 is nothing but an opinion of Paul. He was dead WRONG. So is Hebrews 10:26 nonsense; for if it was true ALL go to hell. OH indeed yes.
If James was correct when he said "Faith without works is dead", then Paul was dead wrong when he said it was "faith alone and not works"! There are countless errors in churches and scripture all over the world. If not WHY are there soooooooooooo many different doctrines and bibles? Huh? ALL will know this one day. Oh indeed yes. How do I know that?
Because praying for truth sincerely to JESUS; has resulted in the Holy Spirit leading me to a profound truth; that gets me in more trouble with Christians, muslims and jews than Donald Trump will ever be in, I do believe. WOW!
But so be it. The ONLY "innerrent" truth and "infallibility" that will EVER be, is Jesus. It is to be found NO where else. Once a person "sees" this, they will be rewarded with "facts absolute" that will transcend every "belief" on earth since creation. And everything will make sense: a true blessing. Oh indeed Yes. Go ahead and flame me Christians. It IS true! You WILL know this one day.
In any case, may Jesus richly bless you and yours always.
* 1 Timothy 3:16 And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was "manifest in the flesh", justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory.