I have been through a hurtful experience with a Church. Need some encouragement to take the next step.
- By Wayne1980
- Requests for Christian Advice
- 14 Replies
Hello. First of all, to go into the great detail on my hurtful experience would take me probably 2 pages to write. The reality is that I had a resurge of faith over Covid lock downs. I read the whole Bible and made a habit of daily study. I started attending Church again and I also started attending a small group (My wife came too).
Last October, something happened in our small group, and I just can’t go back. I was really let down by several members of the Church. It is very hard to find a new Church (we live very remotely and commuted 1 hour and 30 minutes to this Church).
The big problem that I need to get over now is that I can’t really do any bible study (This includes daily bible readings, listening to sermons on podcast). Anytime I think about doing bible study It all brings back this pain.
I think one of my problems may have been that I put in too much passion, too fast. I was wondering if there are any Christian authors who write in styles that are kind of simple and funny and I could use this as a way to kind of get back on track for the moment.
BTW: I have no idea what the long-term solution will be. Where I am at currently is that the idea of any Bible study is just too painful. My belief and personal faith are fine. I still pray. I have a picture of Jesus as well as some crosses handing up in my house. Just seeing Jesus really calms me.
It might also be that I feel like I failed. Studying the Bible perhaps is a reminder of my failure. But in reality there was nothing I could have done.
Thanks so much for reading, listening, and any suggestions that come through.
Last October, something happened in our small group, and I just can’t go back. I was really let down by several members of the Church. It is very hard to find a new Church (we live very remotely and commuted 1 hour and 30 minutes to this Church).
The big problem that I need to get over now is that I can’t really do any bible study (This includes daily bible readings, listening to sermons on podcast). Anytime I think about doing bible study It all brings back this pain.
I think one of my problems may have been that I put in too much passion, too fast. I was wondering if there are any Christian authors who write in styles that are kind of simple and funny and I could use this as a way to kind of get back on track for the moment.
BTW: I have no idea what the long-term solution will be. Where I am at currently is that the idea of any Bible study is just too painful. My belief and personal faith are fine. I still pray. I have a picture of Jesus as well as some crosses handing up in my house. Just seeing Jesus really calms me.
It might also be that I feel like I failed. Studying the Bible perhaps is a reminder of my failure. But in reality there was nothing I could have done.
Thanks so much for reading, listening, and any suggestions that come through.