I have been in this forum as a Messianic Jewish Catholic, but that has changed. I am angry down to my very toes about the scandal of 2018. I'm so angry that I can't attend Mass, can't go to confession, can't do anything remotely Christian. I'm having problems with doubts. Right now is a bad time for me to figure things out, because I'm far too emotional and would probably choose something stupidly that I would later regret. There's part of me that suspects that when my anger has run it's course I'll realize that you can't dump the church just because Christians sin. But grrrrrr. This is just SOOOOO bad. I think it is better to let time go by until my feelings calm down and I can see things more objectively.
Until then, please change my status to "I am posting as a guest--just here for fellowship and to ask questions." I do not feel I meet the SOP criteria for an MJ as I neither
1. practice MJ while attending a church
2. attend a Messianic congregation
Truth be told, although I haven't officially left Christianity or anything, I certainly am not participating in any Christian practices. So what is left that I am doing? Just attending synagogue and doing mitzvot. We shall see what will happen as time goes by. Prayers are appreciated.