Spyr said:
I'm posting this now because I've come to the end of my wit and I know no other place to look. I've been searching vigorously for a way back to Christianity because I miss the certainty I had when I loved God and now that I've fallen in love and will be getting married I don't want my fiancee to die and go to Hell nor would I want to bring children into this world if I don't even know what the rules are.
My request is simple: I would like someone to give me some concrete answer as to why I should beleive in God and why should I beleive he or she is truly good and holy. I am a man of science so if you try to convince me through feelings and emotions I'm afraid you'll be wasting your time. Give me evidence, unquestionable rational deductions or anything that would surely erase all doubt in my mind.
I'm pleading you to help me as a husband-to-be, a father hopefully and as a man in search of God.
Science should be no obstacle to faith. Many of the greatest scientists that ever lived were Christians and believed in God. Being a father will give you better perspective on how the God of the Bible views those He loves and has foreknowledge of.
Knowing God and the purpose for our existence should be paramount in our life. Go back and simplify. Look at the simple profound truths in all things. Science, archeology, history - it does not matter what or where you search, if you are humbly approaching God, not being pridefully demanding, and are seeking Him with all your heart, you will find Him in all things.
Evidence? What has man provided as concrete in evidence except for a lack of any power to even understand the simplest of powers displayed by the creation he dwells within? Man has only the pride of life and ego to display. How much and how accurate are man's calculations and imaginations towards the powers and dimensions we only sense and have barely discovered? Science is a method of searching what has already been given us to as a reality. The more we learn, the more we see that there are dimensions and worlds of knowledge we just do not have. God controls and uses them all to bring life and pleasure to Himself. We live within God, existing and having our being in Him, because He has made us in His image to have fellowship with Him as a family. He has created an environment to express Himself in a physical dimension, causing all other dimensions to work together in harmony to do this. This is why Jesus exists as God in the flesh - the physical manifestation of God where God walks with man.
The testimony of Jesus is the testimony of prophecy given from the beginning of the Bible to the end where He returns and establishes a physical kingdom on earth. The land from the Nile river to the Euphrates in Iraq will be designated as the land that His Redeemed with inhabit for a 1000 years, where they will judge, with Him, the nations remaining after the great tribulation. If you follow the news and study the prophecies of scripture, you will see these things coming to pass in the Middle East.
If you are thinking that you are being called back into the flock by the Holy Spirit of God, you will just know without some kind of scientific witness. You will know because of life. God has spoken to all men with life and they all are conscious because He has made it so, not giving themselves one breathe. If you respond and seek Him, you will find Him because He is as near as the next word from your mouth saying that you believe that He is and is a rewarder of those that diligently seek Him. I started out as rebellious and agnostic, and now look back with much regret for not having the wisdom to serve Him and others in this life better, as that is what we are created for as family - to learn what true love is. Here is what the Holy Spirit told James love is, and our debt to all men is love which is the challenge of a lifetime to perform. However, with the new birth (spiritual) from God, we have the abiding presence of God within us to help us through this life to perform those good deeds by faith - knowing that the wage of reward comes when the job and day is done with this life. Our whole purpose is preparing ourselves in character to be family with the God who is love.
Seek Him and you will find Him. If you just seek to disprove, then you will never find, as He resists the pride of man that stands in the middle of creation and denies a Creator. He tells us that we know by instinct that there is God but that we trade these truths in for lies to suit our own desires and lusts.
Romans 1:18 But God shows his anger from heaven against all sinful, wicked people who push the truth away from themselves.
19 For the truth about God is known to them instinctively. God has put this knowledge in their hearts.
20 From the time the world was created, people have seen the earth and sky and all that God made. They can clearly see his invisible qualitieshis eternal power and divine nature. So they have no excuse whatsoever for not knowing God.
21 Yes, they knew God, but they wouldnt worship him as God or even give him thanks. And they began to think up foolish ideas of what God was like. The result was that their minds became dark and confused.
22 Claiming to be wise, they became utter fools instead.
Romans 10:8 Salvation that comes from trusting Christwhich is the message we preachis already within easy reach. In fact, the Scriptures say, "The message is close at hand; it is on your lips and in your heart."
9 For if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
10 For it is by believing in your heart that you are made right with God, and it is by confessing with your mouth that you are saved.
I JOHN 3:16-19 This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with ACTIONS and TRUTH. This then is how we KNOW that we belong to the truth and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence whenever our hearts condemn us.