Although, now that I have mentioned this, may I ask for your prayers, Milady
@Somber, and everyone else. I just discovered that the results of my IELTS test (that language test that was such a big deal for receiving a good score on in order to be at minimum eligibility for being accepted for immigration to Canada a couple of years ago) have reached the end of their validity since I have not "won" the drawing for immigration yet (yeah, long story on how all that mess works). So now I must take it yet again. It's just costing all that much more money, and due to other concerns at the present, my savings has also long been drained.

Not a life or death situation where I am just one paycheck away from being out on the street or anything, mind you, but still, it was pretty discouraging to hear. I had forgotten all about the fact that the IELTS results are only valid for two years, until my attorneys just notified me of the fact. I am confident still that the Lord will bring me into Ontario at the time of His choosing, yes, but, you know, that's a matter of faith, and there's always that more "practical" worry that if I have not been accepted to emigrate North yet in the almost five years that has passed so far since I was surprised to hear of the Lord's calling there, then I may never make it, and the desire for purpose for the coming Kingdom may have either been taken from me due to some sin - even if I may be forgiven - or was somehow all in my head alone, and not of the Spirit. I keep praying, asking for a sign of this entire ordeal being His calling for me personally, and I feel what can only be the Holy Spirit's confirmation in response according tot he words of 1 John 4:1-3, as I now live my entire life and principles by. So I must continue to have hope. Please pray that this will all be so. That I will not be discouraged enough to ever give up or doubt the Lord, and that even though I have to go through this whole ordeal with taking the test and paying so much money for it and all yet again, He will make everything work out ... but it must be in His time.
Thank you for listening and caring as you always seem to do, everyone.