I was raised Christian but I stopped going to church and reading the Bible some years ago when I had some health and relationship problems. I'm trying to get back into my faith because I desperately need God now and I need deliverance from evil in my life. I'm calling out to God with all my heart, reading and praying over scripture, and I got rebaptized but I still don't feel God's presence in my life like I did when I was a child, teen and in my early twenties. I want God back in my life more than anything, but I feel like I've done something to make God turn away from me that I don't know what it is to even repent for it. I feel lost and I don't know what to do.