I have read most of the book, The Five Love Languages by Dr. Gary Chapman and I'm kinda confused about something. The book's premise is that every person has a different way of receiving love emotionally so that what makes one person "feel" loved will not necessarily make another person "feel" loved. He breaks the "Love Languages" into five categories and then says that each language has different "dialects" within the primary language. It's a very fascinating and spot-on book on marriage and relationships.
Problem is, though, I'm NOT married, but I'm in a situation with a woman that is so much like marriage it's just weird (we're not having sex, I'm talking about just the emotional aspects of it). Have you ever had somebody in your life that you "knew" but you didn't really know them? I mean, I've been in this girl's life for almost seven years and so I've seen a lot and I know a lot ABOUT her, but I don't really know her....does that make sense? We can sit in the same room for HOURS and if I don't say anything she will just sit there like a bump on a log and watch TV or play her PSP or whatever. To her, that's okay, but it positively drives me up the wall.
I've been able to identify that right now her primary love language is the "gift of presence". I'm there, physically in her presence, and that's enough for her. She just wants me to be there...almost like a security blanket. If I'm not there, she panics and will do whatever she has to do to keep me "there". But it's like she's not trying to move forward or to get to know me or anything like that. She is content with me just "being there" and makes no real effort to deepen the relationship. It's as deep as she wants it to be right now. This bothers me.
The reason for this is simple: my primary love language, as far as I can tell, is "quality time"....more specifically it's "quality conversation". I don't want her to give me information, I want her to open up to me, to share part of herself, to give something of herself to me. But time and again I try to draw her out and feel where she is and where she's coming from and I either get short, clipped responses or the sharp pointy end of her ire for asking so many questions. She likes to leave things alone, let them be however they are, don't "stir the pot" so to speak...and I'm the exact opposite. If there's a problem I'm gonna fix it. If it needs to be done I'm gonna be the one to do it. And the less pleasant it is and the more other people try to avoid doing that thing, the more I'm gonna want to do it just so that they don't have to.
So I'm stuck like chuck right now. She won't open up to me and I'm climbing the walls with frustration and anxiety at having to sit in the same room with her for hours on end and say nothing and do nothing. In my mind, I might as well be by myself. So what do I do? Indeed, what can I do? This stinks like rotten eggs...and I just want it to be finished so that we can move forward. Thoughts? Advice? Anything you can offer would be helpful.
Problem is, though, I'm NOT married, but I'm in a situation with a woman that is so much like marriage it's just weird (we're not having sex, I'm talking about just the emotional aspects of it). Have you ever had somebody in your life that you "knew" but you didn't really know them? I mean, I've been in this girl's life for almost seven years and so I've seen a lot and I know a lot ABOUT her, but I don't really know her....does that make sense? We can sit in the same room for HOURS and if I don't say anything she will just sit there like a bump on a log and watch TV or play her PSP or whatever. To her, that's okay, but it positively drives me up the wall.
I've been able to identify that right now her primary love language is the "gift of presence". I'm there, physically in her presence, and that's enough for her. She just wants me to be there...almost like a security blanket. If I'm not there, she panics and will do whatever she has to do to keep me "there". But it's like she's not trying to move forward or to get to know me or anything like that. She is content with me just "being there" and makes no real effort to deepen the relationship. It's as deep as she wants it to be right now. This bothers me.
The reason for this is simple: my primary love language, as far as I can tell, is "quality time"....more specifically it's "quality conversation". I don't want her to give me information, I want her to open up to me, to share part of herself, to give something of herself to me. But time and again I try to draw her out and feel where she is and where she's coming from and I either get short, clipped responses or the sharp pointy end of her ire for asking so many questions. She likes to leave things alone, let them be however they are, don't "stir the pot" so to speak...and I'm the exact opposite. If there's a problem I'm gonna fix it. If it needs to be done I'm gonna be the one to do it. And the less pleasant it is and the more other people try to avoid doing that thing, the more I'm gonna want to do it just so that they don't have to.
So I'm stuck like chuck right now. She won't open up to me and I'm climbing the walls with frustration and anxiety at having to sit in the same room with her for hours on end and say nothing and do nothing. In my mind, I might as well be by myself. So what do I do? Indeed, what can I do? This stinks like rotten eggs...and I just want it to be finished so that we can move forward. Thoughts? Advice? Anything you can offer would be helpful.