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[Therosary9]

I feel like God is after me for not doing what He told me to. I still don't feel like I can do what He told me to. So every day I just run away. I know that people will just say repent and submit, but it is not that easy. It could be life and death and losing everything. I feel cut off from everyone and everything. I feel like I will be punished. I need to find peace but have not had any in quite some time. No where feels like home.

 

[Francis Drake]

I feel like God is after me for not doing what He told me to. I still don't feel like I can do what He told me to. So every day I just run away. I know that people will just say repent and submit, but it is not that easy. It could be life and death and losing everything. I feel cut off from everyone and everything. I feel like I will be punished. I need to find peace but have not had any in quite some time. No where feels like home.

So tell us what you think God is telling you to do, then maybe we can pass comment.
Also, did you post this in "Struggles by non-Christians" deliberately?

 

[Dave-W]

So tell us what you think God is telling you to do, then maybe we can pass comment.

Agreed.

 

[SkyWriting]

I feel like God is after me for not doing what He told me to. I still don't feel like I can do what He told me to. So every day I just run away. I know that people will just say repent and submit, but it is not that easy. It could be life and death and losing everything. I feel cut off from everyone and everything. I feel like I will be punished. I need to find peace but have not had any in quite some time. No where feels like home.

It sounds like you are not being a friend to others.
This is your problem and solution.
Fix that and you will stop thinking about yourself so much.

 

[Therosary9]

How do I do that?

 

[Francis Drake]

How do I do that?

You still haven't told us anything.

 

[PizzaAddict]

I feel like God is after me for not doing what He told me to. I still don't feel like I can do what He told me to. So every day I just run away. I know that people will just say repent and submit, but it is not that easy. It could be life and death and losing everything. I feel cut off from everyone and everything. I feel like I will be punished. I need to find peace but have not had any in quite some time. No where feels like home.

Jonah tried it and didn't work don't think it will work in your case .

What did God tell you to do?

 

[Therosary9]

I recently read in the Bible not to say, "God told me ..." That's why I haven't been more forthcoming. It's just a really, really challenging situation. And yes, I ran across Jonah today.