That sounds really interesting. I have to say I need to give it some thought before I understand fully what you mean though. I definitely haven't thought of it that way
Do you mean that perhaps I get too focused on what I think I know or understand to be, and so I restrict myself that way? I do have a natural tendancy to over-think in all aspects of my life, something I need to work on for sure.
Perhaps you could help me with another 'nightmare' I had a few years ago, that still bugs me from time to time. Apologies in advance for trailing from the OP!!
In short, I had decided to go back to church - I don't go any more because I find it a bit too traditional, the goers are all much much older than myself. Besides, I'm not sure that going to a building once a week makes me a better person.
So that night, I woke in my bed and there was about 6 or 7 dark figures stood around me taunting me. My bed twisted and shrank and grew again, very disorientated, and I couldn't speak or shout for help.
I woke up - but I wasn't awake, and this thinking I'd woken up then being taunted again went on a few times before I
really woke up.
I went to my Dad's room and asked if I could stay in his room but obviously being an adult, I wasn't allowed. My brother came in and said that I could stay in his room and I was very grateful.
I followed him into his bedroom where he was watching my sister on the tv screen. At this point I thought 'this isn't right why would he do that?'
As soon as I realised I was still dreaming, my brother (not my brother) grabbed me with surreal strength and told me
'he's going to purge you of light just like he did to me'.
Wierd huh? Usually when I wake from a nightmare I jump up or shout etc. With this one when I really did wake, my eyes just opened as though I'd blinked and had never been to sleep. As immediately awake as a daisy!
Thank you for your opinions