hi guys,
I’m in need of some advice. My husband and I have been married for 7 years. We are both almost 30 years old with no children. Long story short - we’ve been together since we were 15. He was so sweet, kind, and affectionate when we first got together. His family went through a huge crisis (mom had affair and parents divorced) 1 year into marriage. Since then our relationship has drastically changed. He stopped wearing his wedding ring years ago, I’m locked out of his phone, and can’t follow him on social media. He’s changed all passwords and has locked me out. I’ve brought all of this up to him and he gets really mad and doesn’t say a single word. He shuts down and then days pass and we’re fine. Would you stay or go?
Jesus had gone up to a mountainside to sit with the disciples and teach them the right way of the law. He had begun by telling them about those who are blessed and then went on to some gritty details about the laws, including that of our only means in which we can obtain a divorce; adultery. The law that was given permitted man to hand a certificate of divorce, right? Well in Matthew, our Lord gives us some very obvious clarification of this. (Matthew 19:8) Jesus replied, “Moses permitted you to divorce your wives because your hearts were hard. But it was NOT this way from the beginning.
God made men in His image and woman in man's. [Mat 19:4-6 NIV] 4 "Haven't you read," he replied, "that at the beginning the Creator 'made them male and female,'
5 and said, 'For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become ONE flesh'?
6 So they are no longer two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate."
The whole purpose of marriage is to reflect Christ and the church. God was the one who saw Adam in the garden and declared it unfit for the man to be alone. He had sent Adam all the beasts and Adam named them. He had complete dominion over the Earth but it wasn't enough so God made Adam his helper. Not a friend but a WIFE. We are to be the bride of Christ one day and we will be ONE with Him just as He is one with the Father and Holy Spirit. Being one should look like complete submission from our ends as wives and our husband's loving us as Christ loves the church but I don't believe it stops there. My husband and I have been married for just over 5 years ourselves. I came into our relationship not knowing at first that my husband was a Christian but found out quickly and I was thrilled, at first. I knew of God's existence, had a dream when I was 5 years old after my brother had passed away at only 4 months 18 days. I thought I had enough knowledge of God to walk in accordance with His Word but I failed over and over. I tried attending youth groups and didn't receive too many answers, (mostly salvation based questions) so I basically just walked through life blind but still knowing there was God and I was afraid. When I met my husband at 18, (he was 21)
I knew he was the man God had been preparing for me. He became a Christian at 14 and before long was studying apologetics, reading the Bible from beginning to end and even started taking care of his physical health which is a nice bonus
lol but nonetheless I didn't appreciate him. I thought because I had a few relationships prior that seemed to be decent, of course with secular men at the time, that I should have this quiet, humble, submissive nature that I would surpass his expectations. So fast forward 9 months and we were married. I always wanted to be a wife but NEVER knew what it was to be one. Especially not a godly one. I had the worst attitude towards my husband for the longest time and disregarded God for the majority of those years. I unfortunately committed the grievous sin of adultery and this is why I can understand your suspicions... My husband and I were always close but I was "unhappy" in the sense my emotional needs were not being met and I felt I could get it elsewhere. That was the worst thought I could have ever had and the worst decision I could have made. There was nothing there to gain and all I came to realize was the sorrowful truth Jesus spoke of the world and the Devil.
The Devil seeks whom he may devour and that is the ungodly. All I experienced in my adultery was that the world is grotesque and bound for hell. I wasn't able to come out of it until I was brought to a quiet place and the Holy Spirit bombarded my mind. Thankfully because I honestly thought I was damned. I heard nothing, felt nothing and was quite content. It scared me but only after about 5 months was I able to come to a point where I could here "go back" I was confused, I'll admit. My husband had obtained divorce papers but because of his prayer that if there was any chance I would repent, Jesus got ahold of that pathetic lost sheep and brought me home. After many years of quarreling with my husband and disobeying God I'm at a point where I just don't want to fight anymore. I don't expect my relationship with my husband to be perfect but that is what God wants us to continue to pursue. Perfection. (Matthew 5:48) Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect. That doesn't mean we don't make mistakes and sometimes those mistakes can REALLY harm another person but we need to continue to strive for that.
My husband has set some ground rules that I felt a bit irritated at for a moment but I realize it is my soul that is at hand if I refuse correction. If I make my bed in hell, there will be no place for me in Heaven. Now we share everything, go everywhere together, rise and fall at the same time, study together, play and laugh.
By the grace of God alone, my husband was willing to accept me back, even after playing the harlot against him and God. I chased lovers, got into some drugs I swore I wouldn't ever touch, allowed my mouth to become loose and turned my back on Christ. My idols were my passions.
Whatever I wanted, I got. For a time. Including all the flattery I sought but felt I didn't receive. How selfish am I that I have a man who calls me beautiful daily, helps me take care of my body soul and mind, corrects me, disciplines me and provides 100% of my needs and wants and I betrayed him? We are wicked and if your husband is going to fall into that sin, I would suggest you make sure he is actually in the midst of that sin before you just throw him away. God hates divorce and will not accept your certificate if it is illegitimate. Of course you can literally put your husband away for the mere suspicion but you don't actually have solid evidence therefore you don't have to proper means of divorcing him by GOD'S method.
We need not take heed of doctrine taught by men. The answer is given in your Bible.. the Word of God. If He says it is permitted then so be it but if He does not say, then we should not wish to go against that.