What does it symbolize to you?
It symbolizes a couple of things; my early roots in the religion which were Wiccan, many facets and modes of life represented by the points and the continuous unity of substance represented by the circle enclosing the star.
Is it Khnum or one of the Celtic deities? What do you consider the deities to be?
Oh, hey you know Khnum! Yes indeed, much of the time although I have had feelings associated with other deities that have had horns such as Faunus or Amun as well. It's kind of not a real distinct line and that's generally been the norm for my experience.
Your second question is big but often contentious and I have been known to waver on it; which impacts my next answer too. My belief is that deities are both manifestations of consciousness rendered by humanity
and the purest representation of different facets of life. I am undecided about their exact nature and free agency as I don't have enough information to know for sure that they exist independently. The human person is fundamental in this existence. Stricter polytheists would affirm positively that they have independent agency whereas I am muddier on the question.
What's the purpose of these rituals. In the Bible we read that such rituals are no longer meaningful:
Col 2:14 He destroyed the record of the debt we owed, with its requirements that worked against us. He canceled it by nailing it to the cross. 15 When he disarmed the rulers and authorities, he exposed them to public disgrace by leading them in a triumphal parade. 16 So don’t let anyone judge you about eating or drinking or about a festival, a new moon observance, or sabbaths. 17 These religious practices are only a shadow of what was coming—the body that cast the shadow is Christ.
One might say rituals are part of the
gift-giving cycle; wherein one establishes a relationship with divinity by offering simple gifts and then the deity may also reciprocate. Taking my humanity-centric approach, rituals fulfill a key part of mental stimulation and realization. For me
personally they are good reasons to stop what I am doing and reflect on subjects at hand, to give thanks for life, to appreciate life and others in my life as well as to reflect on what I can do to make the world a better place both in society as well as physically to the Earth. It's a big part of psychological grounding for me, a reset if you will.
What does the Celtic knot and other objects mean to you?
They symbolize my eclecticism and my desire to draw knowledge and wisdom from many sources; they're kind of a constant reminder of how borders in religion aren't always neat and the same with ideas in general. Many things are a mishmash of many other things. Plus they offer a demarcated spot set aside where I can perform rituals described above.
I find this fascinating. I believe that Buddhist philosophy spread not only eastward to China and Japan but also westward to Alexandria, Athens, and Rome. I believe it affected the so called mystery religions and Stoic philosophy. Is this something you observed in your studies
Documentation notwithstanding, I think it is entirely plausible and the similarities are hard to miss. Far be it from me to be overly reductionist in comparing different philosophies but its compelling for sure.
Without belief in the afterlife, what's the point in worship and rituals and orthpraxy?
The sense of regularity brings order to my mind. In my more polytheistic days I would say the simple answer is to receive good fortune from the gods in life but generally now I think I make my own luck in life, to a degree. Religion seems to be a big part of the human experience and while I am politically secularist I don't see a reason why I cannot personally indulge in ritual, especially since I enjoy it.
While many pagans believe in an afterlife, avoiding hell is an extreme minority position. From a Christian position this might seem pretty unusual since it seems to be a pretty big part of Christianity. Getting the most out of this life seems to be the key.
You're quite well-informed. Are you a philosopher? I haven't read much in philosophy.
If I am, I am an amateur; I started in philosophy to better understand what I believe and why I believe it; that kind of lead me down a rabbit hole where I had to confront and reject some beliefs and it made me re-embrace other beliefs. I will say there's a lot of stuff I don't know though, primary sources can be unbearably dense and the German Idealists bore me to tears.