GandalfTheWise
In search of lost causes and hopeless battles
- May 27, 2012
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I just did something and I suddenly feel like I've betrayed my church The Savation Army as a whole and my girlfriend a fellow salvationist. I haven't had spiritual guidance in months. The people I trusted within TSA have not spoken with me since Labor Day weekend. I know I need spiritual guidance at my age, 20. I was praying all weekend and today I sent a message to an Orthodox Church semiclose. I'm a soldier I'm on a track to become a minister in the Salvation Army as is my girlfriend. Well a member of that church emailed me back in less than three hours...I was so happy I immediately accepted the book he offered for me for free. My girlfriend says she understands and she would come with me if I ever left TSA as long as I was following Him. But I still feel wrong for what I've done...
I've been a Christian for over 40 years now. For a long time, I was concerned with finding the "right" denomination to be part of. My standard was something like finding the one that had the "truest" doctrine and had people who were seriously living a Christian life, etc. I wanted to find the "purest" possible church.
I eventually realized God's people are spread out through many denominations. I also found that most denominations hold the same core beliefs but usually just differ on the "distinctives", that is the things they have a different opinion about than other denominations. This can range from practical opinions on what type of musical instruments are allowed, to what day is the "right" day to meet on, to more serious matters. Much of that amounts to be a preference for style of worship and emphasis of ministry. For some people, it is a blessing and important to be part of a long standing tradition. For others, it is a blessing and important to be part of the cutting edge of expressing the gospel in terms a current generation can understand. I respect both and see value in both.
If I could give a single piece of advice to a young Christian man at age 20, it is this. Your Christian walk with God is about becoming the unique person He has created you to be; it is not about finding what God's "todo list" is for your life. It is important that you are walking with God yourself on a consistent basis. Reading the Bible, prayer, meditation, spending time with other Christians, study, are all things that help us grow spiritually. In the long run, effective ministry and being fruitful will flow from who we are, not from learning how to do things more effectively and joining the right group and getting the right training. Gifts, talents, and training are tools. It is becoming who God intends for us to be that allows us to put those things in their proper context and use them effectively.
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