Grace ambassador
Chris Endrizzi
- Jul 16, 2016
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Married
I know being a Christian doesn't make everything better but it shouldn't be this difficult either.
I feel like I literally can not trust God--I feel He doesn't have my best interest at heart just what He wants.
I didn't get into my program (rejected)
struggling in poverty
toxic parents ( Tried to move out but there's always a block. Not lazy by any means)
No friends ( from as long as I can remember I've always been alone and lonely no one really stuck with me from school, college years, not in church no matter how friendly i am. It just doesn't work out.
My son's health issues
My own mental issues getting worse
Bad church experience
God's silence from the time I was saved to now..
Idk I feel like no matter what I do it's destined to fail. I truly feel like a Lazarus Archetype-- I'm just meant to tread wih my head above water until I die and then and only then will things get better. Sucks but I feel this is my cross to bear bc no matter how hard I work nothing comes together, I pray get no answers.
Idk I just have zero faith that God will do anything for me except what He wants which seems to be nothing. I just can't trust God because of this. I also dont have much self esteem or belief in myself because of this.
How to trust God when your life has been a series of bad events?
Actually, it is HOW to "Trust God" whether Either good or bad events,
because ALL of us are/have been IN THE SAME sinking boat of sin, Deserving
Eternal Condemnation! {FAR FAR Worse Than Any "bad events" we go
through!:
God’s ETERNAL Salvation Is As Simple As Can Be = ”believe”
The Gospel Of The GRACE Of God!:
“For I [ Paul! ] delivered unto you first of all That Which I also received,
How That CHRIST Died For our sins According To The Scriptures; And
That HE Was Buried, And That HE Rose Again the third day According
To The Scriptures!”
( 1 Cor 15 : 3-4 KJB! )
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"For By GRACE are ye SAVED Through faith; and that not of yourselves:
It Is The Gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast!"
( Eph 2 : 8-9! cp Most of Romans through Philemon # KJB! )
{ GRACE [God's UNmerited Favor] Found 85 Times! }
No, God IS NOT "Silent" = Please, Read AND RE-Read THESE, To
"begin to KNOW" What God IS Doing, Today! HE LOVES you MORE
than you will Ever Know!:
# Romans – Philemon KJB! = God's GRACE/PEACE Love Letters
For us Today, For: Consolation, Comfort, Edification, Enjoyment,
Encouragement, And spiritual Building Up Of All The BLOOD-Washed
"members ( saints!" ) In The Body Of CHRIST!, HIS Church, Seated In
Heaven! Amen?
"To The Praise And The Glory Of HIS {Amazing} GRACE!"
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