Not so much by my own will but because I'm on the autism spectrum and have so much baggage, I think it's best I stay out of dating lest I hurt anyone or have people hurt me. I don't know if I will ever recover from my harsh childhood or the complications of my disability.
Marriage and relationships are indeed things I WANT to do, it's just not something I CAN do.
I have no desire to date or get to know anyone and I quite like my freedom. I love being single and I love taking that time to just focus on God. It’s what makes me happiest.
I believe I am being called to be celibate and not date or marry. I am in my thirties never had a girlfriend and don’t have a interest to have a romantic relationship. I am called to be a man of God with no distractions and focus my life in Jesus name.
I've never dated outside of a couple of online relationships with women at CF. I'd like romance and such, but have doubted for some time that it will ever happen for me.