This is technically my introduction because I never made a thread here. But really, instead of a "hello", I'm coming here asking if there is a reason to stay.
Depends upon what you're looking for, don't you think?
I was born into a Christian home and indoctrinated into the faith my whole childhood. At 18 I backslid, then I got stronger in my faith and dedicated myself to reading the whole Bible. This utterly obliterated my faith.
I've read the whole Bible and had a very different result. I became stronger in my faith, not weaker. What do you suppose the difference is between you and me?
I'm not making this post to open up a dialogue on that issue. I've already turned over every leaf on the apologetics forum and have gotten very few answers. So if you are looking to argue, you can respond to my arguments there. But I doubt I'll respond because, as stated above, I'm not convinced that I have a good reason to stay on these forums and if nothing enlightening happens on this thread then I'm done here (and my expectations are that this thread will probably be taken down and action taken against my account).
Well, if you're determined to accept only those answers that establish what you already think, then I don't suppose there is anything anyone might say to change your mind. I find the apologetic answers I have discovered as I've looked at natural theology especially to be very powerful and persuasive. If the arguments and evidence for the Christian worldview were as seriously flawed and unconvincing as you seem to think, wouldn't everybody be just as dissuaded as you? But, no, there are very intelligent, very thoughtful people, people who were not born into a Christian home, people who were determined to prove the faith totally in error who have come to accept it as the truth. Why them and not you?
The vast majority of attempts at answering my questions have been abysmal failures, which wasn't surprising, but what surprised me was the amount of vitriol and hate Christians have spewed at me.
You reap what you sow. And, from the very little interaction we've had, you've demonstrated an extreme sensitivity to incisive criticism. In any case, the Christian faith doesn't stand or fall on the basis of whether or not you're convinced by the arguments and evidence it has to offer. It has only to meet the objective criteria of logic, and objective principles of reason, and objective standards for evidence to succeed in its claims. It does all these things quite well. It seems to me, then, that your problems with Christianity aren't really with the arguments but with something within yourself.
I have no desire to be a jerk, but even if I did I should not receive rude comments back from a Christian. Am I wrong in thinking that Christians are held to a higher standard than I am?
That's a convenient maneuver to escape criticism and avoid getting as good as you're giving. You reap what you sow - even on a Christian forum.
In my time here I've seen hatred, mockery, and willful ignorance. What I haven't seen is love or intelligent discourse. Are atheists treated that way because we're not wanted here?
No. In my experience, it is the atheists on this website who employ mockery, willful ignorance and general obnoxiousness. Certainly, I have never encountered one I would call in the least loving. It should be no surprise, then, that when this is the case, atheists get a rough ride. Nobody likes to be ridiculed, or derided, or dismissed - not even Christians.
Selah.