Feeling sick thinking about this

[Daniel Quartararo]

I'm afraid because I know about verses like Matthew 12:31-32, Mark 3:30, Luke 12:10. The "Lord, Lord.... Depart from Me, I never knew you." Hebrews 6:4-6. This is real. It's there. I'm afraid it may be on me.

We see the verse before He tells them all that that the Lord told them that they didn't complete the will of the Father in Heaven even though they did all this "good" stuff in His name. It's all about relationship and surrendering to the moment by moment will of the Father in our lives (every word and action) just like Jesus did. Jesus made it adamantly clear that He did not speak words or do deeds of His own, but of His Father who sent Him, and I will make it adamantly clear, I live this way as well, and all should if they want to assure they get Home.

 

[DeerGlow]

We see the verse before He tells them all that that the Lord told them that they didn't complete the will of the Father in Heaven even though they did all this "good" stuff in His name. It's all about relationship and surrendering to the moment by moment will of the Father in our lives (every word and action) just like Jesus did. Jesus made it adamantly clear that He did not speak words or do deeds of His own, but of His Father who sent Him, and I will make it adamantly clear, I live this way as well, and all should if they want to assure they get Home.

I am so afraid. If I wasn't saved before... if all of my sins are still on me.... I'm so scared. I'm afraid I have committed blasphemy or become reprobate, seeing but not seeing and hearing but not understanding. I want to go home, go to heaven and be saved. I don't know if I can. I need the Lord back. But is it "back" or for the first time? I'm so scared and confused.

 

[Daniel Quartararo]

I am so afraid. If I wasn't saved before... if all of my sins are still on me.... I'm so scared. I'm afraid I have committed blasphemy or become reprobate, seeing but not seeing and hearing but not understanding. I want to go home, go to heaven and be saved. I don't know if I can. I need the Lord back. But is it "back" or for the first time? I'm so scared and confused.

I would assert that if you have not lived as I have stated, it would be for the first time. But that's not a bad thing on any account. It is better you learn this now then at the day of judgement. The Lord has spared your life at least once that you know of. He has purpose and reason for you or He wouldn't have done that. He's led me to you to show you the truth so you may become a true disciple. There are those in the Bible who didn't have this revelation until very late in life (80s and above), but they completed the race strong, and that's what matters. Stop looking to the past, if you were saved or not really doesn't matter. There is one way forward and it is in full surrender to Jesus Christ! I must go now, but we will talk again soon. Consider getting fed, here until we can talk again: Daniel Quartararo

And may God bless you, in Jesus' mighty name!

 

[DeerGlow]

I would assert that if you have not lived as I have stated, it would be for the first time. But that's not a bad thing on any account. It is better you learn this now then at the day of judgement. The Lord has spared your life at least once that you know of. He has purpose and reason for you or He wouldn't have done that. He's led me to you to show you the truth so you may become a true disciple. There are those in the Bible who didn't have this revelation until very late in life (80s and above), but they completed the race strong, and that's what matters. Stop looking to the past, if you were saved or not really doesn't matter. There is one way forward and it is in full surrender to Jesus Christ! I must go now, but we will talk again soon. Consider getting fed, here until we can talk again: Daniel Quartararo

And may God bless you, in Jesus' mighty name!

Getting fed? I'm afraid that if I never had salvation, then all the promises don't apply to me do they? All there is is wrath and judgement. I'm terrified.

 

[Daniel Quartararo]

Getting fed? I'm afraid that if I never had salvation, then all the promises don't apply to me do they? All there is is wrath and judgement. I'm terrified.

Stop looking to the past. The only way to be saved is to finish strong in full surrender to Jesus anyway. Decide now to be done with your flesh and done with your own thoughts and decisions, and to follow Him as best you can by praying without ceasing (meaning talking to Him about everything) all day, every day. It will be at this moment, that you decide to lose your life for Him that you will be saved and gain the life that He has for you. I will talk to you soon! I must go! God bless you, in Jesus' mighty name!

 

[Daniel Quartararo]

I SILENCE EVERY DEMONIC ENTITY! DEPART FROM HER NOW IN JESUS' NAME! Thank you, Jesus. Soon you will be free. Rest in Jesus for now.

 

[DeerGlow]

Stop looking to the past. The only way to be saved is to finish strong in full surrender to Jesus anyway. Decide now to be done with your flesh and done with your own thoughts and decisions, and to follow Him as best you can by praying without ceasing (meaning talking to Him about everything) all day, every day. It will be at this moment, that you decide to lose your life for Him that you will be saved and gain the life that He has for you. I will talk to you soon! I must go! God bless you, in Jesus' mighty name!

What do mean consider getting fed? I am so scared. I am afraid God doesn't want me.

 

[section9+1]

If you are sincere in turning to God and it looks like you really want to be, I think you are overreacting to this. I don't see much to scare me. People who think they cannot be saved seem to be diminishing the strength of what Jesus did. He died to save repentant sinners. Sounds like you.

 

[Daniel Quartararo]

What do mean consider getting fed? I am so scared. I am afraid God doesn't want me.

We do not live on bread alone, but by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God. I only speak the words the Lord asks me to speak on my channel.

Watch this. The fact that you hate your sin should assure you that you have no blasphemed the Holy Spirit, or been turned over to yourself or you would not be consider with the Lord, but yourself an your flesh. Watch this, this will make you feel better:

 

[DeerGlow]

If you are sincere in turning to God and it looks like you really want to be, I think you are overreacting to this. I don't see much to scare me. People who think they cannot be saved seem to be diminishing the strength of what Jesus did. He died to save repentant sinners. Sounds like you.

I'm terrified. Jesus said there is an unforgivable sin. Hebrews 6:4-6 has its warning. Jesus said not everyone who cries Lord, Lord will be saved.

 

[david.d]

God does chastise us. I think you are feeling God working in you and on you to draw you closer to him. That is what he does, it means he never lost you, you just moved off the path for a while.

Just pray for renewal and His guidance. God is our strength.

 

[section9+1]

As far as I'm concerned, the unforgivable sin is rejecting the HS until you die. The job of the HS in our lives is to bring us to Christ. So if we refuse Christ up to our death, then we have committed the unforgivable sin because we refused the work of the HS in our lives. In other words we never cared about getting saved. That's unforgivable. That is not what's taking place with you. Those who cry Lord, Lord are only interested in God's grace on their own terms. Like saying I want God to take me to heaven but I want to remain in charge of it all and live how I want and never change anything, but just continue in my own selfish life and then I expect God to save me anyway. That doesn't work and isn't called salvation no matter how much you cry out. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and the beginning of salvation.

 

[DeerGlow]

It's just so terrifying. I just want to be saved. I want to love God and trust him without fear. I'm so afraid of condemnation. I need salvation.

 

[mea kulpa]

I am so afraid. If I wasn't saved before... if all of my sins are still on me.... I'm so scared. I'm afraid I have committed blasphemy or become reprobate, seeing but not seeing and hearing but not understanding. I want to go home, go to heaven and be saved. I don't know if I can. I need the Lord back. But is it "back" or for the first time? I'm so scared and confused.

It is quite clear that you exhibit a repentant heart. Our Lord gave his apostles the power to forgive sins and they asked him how many times must we forgive..7 times? Jesus told them 70 x 7 in other words infinatly. That is how much our lord loves us he wants to grant you pardon and peace and for you to know that you have been reconciled

Do what ever you must listen to all these voices telling you to do this or do that. Follow everything they suggest but if you find no peace as a last resort try this

If you want 100% assurance your forgiven to the point your leaping down the street in happiness (yes really) Jesus chose a ministry of men by which sins were to be forgiven he told them "who ever sins you forgive they are forgiven and who ever sins you retain they are retained" now these men passed on that commision to other men and those men onto other men and so on and so forth that ministry first commissioned to forgive sins or retain them still exists today and through that ministry you can have 100% assurance of forgivness and a peace and joy that will indeed cause you to praise God because Jesus himself commisioned it and we know it is true if it comes from Jesus.

The man you seek to help you is a Catholic priest he can give you the sacrament of reconciliaton and that assurance

Yes there are going to be those who critisize me and tell you otherwise...by all means listen to them and do what they say but you will know in your heart if you have truely found that peace and if all they say fails... keep in mind what i have said... that Jesus has estabished this ministry even if you yourself reject it today tomorrow for the next x number of years keep it in mind even as a last resort

God bless you and may you find peace in his love and mercy

Amen

 

[Solomons Porch]

Honey if you are dead serious and you are threw with being scared. Then you need to do something about it. You can either do it now. Or you can do it later. Your choice. But going round in circles aint gonna work for ya no more. You are not gonna have peace until "you" get rid of fear, lies and shame. Those are spiritual things working in you. Faith (without) action is dead. If you want it to stop. Send me a PM. If you dont want it to stop, do not send me a PM. Wish you the best sweety I really do in Jesus name. If I do not hear from you I will know the answer to that question. But no matter what I love ya and hoping you get better soon.

 

[dcalling]

Does my past unfaithfulness disqualify me? I'm afraid I failed.

What football said, "But the one who endures to the end will be saved. (Matthew 24:13)"

And we all fail at sometime, look at the Bible, even the Apostle Peter failed 3 times before day light .... We are humans so it is arrogant to put us up to the level of God, the only one that didn't fail is Jesus.

I just saw your last post too, I think blaspheme against holy spirit is when holy spirit made it clear to you via your heart and yet you still won't repent. You are repenting... and to the other one, you might not have totally enlightened. After I thought I am a Christian, there is a period of time I totally went away and studied Buddhism （it feels full of wisdom and I wished so much that I can enlighten myself without needs of God), and even Islam later on, but eventually it is clear the Bible is the word of God and we by ourselves can't be saved. I think most of people in US became Christians by default and don't think about it too much, it is better to think through and accept it.

Edit: also get with your pastor, he should be able to explain better.

 

[Goodbook]

Ok, what you need to do is recnounce buddhism and taoism, youve confessed it, which is good but have you go rid of any books, objects and stuff like statues and symbols associated with it? That will show God you mean business and want to worship him in spirit and in truth by giving up those idols. Its possible those idols have released demons into your life that influenced you to fall away and blaspheme you need to shut those doors. Ask Jesus to go through Him...he is the Door, and the only way to the Father.

our God is mighty to save.
He will forgive you you just need to show the fruits of repentence. Start now by going through your room and chucking those things away. You dont need them anymore. He is the true God.

 

[DeerGlow]

I just heard a low voice whispering in my head. It sounded like "Kurashde kurvah/kuvah" I am terrified! Please pray to God to drive out the demons or he devil. Please pray for mercy. I am afraid this means my soul is condemned and hell is closing in.

 

[mea kulpa]

I just heard a low voice whispering in my head. It sounded like "Kurashde kurvah/kuvah" I am terrified! Please pray to God to drive out the demons or he devil. Please pray for mercy. I am afraid this means my soul is condemned and hell is closing in.

Say this prayer out loud really invoke this

St micheal the archangel defend us in the day of battle

Be our safe guard against the wickedness and snares of the devil

May God rebuke him we humbly pray

And do thou prince of the heavenly host by the power of God

Thrust down into hell satan and all his evil spirits who wander through the world seeking the ruin of souls

Amen

Repeat as needed

 

[ArmenianJohn]

I just heard a low voice whispering in my head. It sounded like "Kurashde kurvah/kuvah" I am terrified! Please pray to God to drive out the demons or he devil. Please pray for mercy. I am afraid this means my soul is condemned and hell is closing in.

Regarding your concern about "being saved" - you would do better to read God's Word and pray for understanding and peace than to continue worrying and asking strangers (even Christian strangers) on the internet for their obviously multiple views on the situation (which none of us even can know).

Regarding voices in your head, you should see a professional about that, a psychologist. Mental health issues are best nipped in the bud - as soon as you have that kind of experience see a professional. It is not a demon or devil, it is your mind playing games with you. It sounds like you have anxiety issues and a professional can definitely help you with that.