I have heard people talking about the same thing SUNSTONE. That God did not completely restore them because they would be getting so caught up in other things that they would neglect their time with him. However, my case has proven to be just the opposite. At the time I became ill, I was just getting Very serious about studying my bible, not just reading it as Ihad in the past. And I mean getting into studying the very meaning of everything in the bible. I had started making more time for God in my life. You see my life up until about 8 years ago was pretty empty and lonely. I went to work came home went to church Sunday mornings...that pretty much summed up my entire life. But I started looking for a church that I could grow in more and take a more active part in. Meet other Christians in. I had gotten into American Tae kwon do as a sport. I made a point of drawing closer to God though, so not to let anything come before him. I would always say a special prayer before class and often during classes.when ever I practiced my forms at home I listen to bible tapes. I had just gotten a new dog that I had wanted to start training. I even prayed over the DOG! As I started doing different activities in my life I found myself growing closer to God, making him a part of all of it. But when I became ill, not only did the activities stop but I couldn't even read the bible or think clear enough to pray. I remember one time I was trying desperately to read my bible, my vision blurred so much that I couldn't make out the letters. I was so upset, I through the bible across the room! I had finally found a great church too. Full of love and very much alive! The songs were written by people in the church and there was something about those song that made me want to laugh. It was so inspiring...but again the illness hindered me.
The services were long and to often I would become ill..dizzy,confused,nauseous, I had to be taken home. I believe in my case I do need that complete healing. When ever I have asked God about it, the only thing I would get from him was Keep pressing. I do get discouraged a lot. One time a few years ago I asked him about my trouble and he gave me.. Joe 2:25 And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten,.
A year ago I asked him again he gave me..Luk 18:2 about the judge that finally avenged the widow woman who kept coming back to him just because of her persistence.
So I'm still persisting, though I do grow weary and discouraged so often...God has no gain for me to be sick, this I know.
The services were long and to often I would become ill..dizzy,confused,nauseous, I had to be taken home. I believe in my case I do need that complete healing. When ever I have asked God about it, the only thing I would get from him was Keep pressing. I do get discouraged a lot. One time a few years ago I asked him about my trouble and he gave me.. Joe 2:25 And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten,.
A year ago I asked him again he gave me..Luk 18:2 about the judge that finally avenged the widow woman who kept coming back to him just because of her persistence.
So I'm still persisting, though I do grow weary and discouraged so often...God has no gain for me to be sick, this I know.
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